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    Sunday, May 25, 2008

    body aching siao... hahahas... dead tiredd.. simply tired and no mood this few dayss... dunnoe y... but happily playing my ds lite hur hur...very lasy to update my blog espicially this week and last week bahhss...

    okays just update wadeva i cam remember that happen this few days...
    friday having rdshow... wrk frm 10 plus 11 to abt 10 like tt?
    next day wrk late evening over to zh midnite sales... well well after wrk close shop at 12 .. kenny drove us to err bangkit rd area dunnoe wad place which joanne n pearlyn suggested with peggy and me as well.. saw zh uncle and gt him to join us as well.. after supper... its like 1 plus drop off rd area to cab home straight reach home quite fast but cab fare ex omg....

    woke up early today got ready for wrk... reached there ltr then 10... went in super bored.. was chit chatting away with promoter then still sles was slow no one but i went out have quick lunch then go back and for the whole day i sold 5 sets.. the crowd simply weird and i think my voice is started to sound weird again...

    this few days not feeling very good diahorea , felt like vomiting , headach tired.. but nvm... well each time i received the msg from him i just wondered y the hell would i still feel happy... i am just tired and even thought of doing something siao which ppl would likee dUN hOr... hahaha.. wadeva...

    tml having driving lesson in the morning at 845 i am really half dead... after driving goin work.. weekdays even more slow sales... hummm guess would be going elsewhere with fren after that =D hahahaz...

    today last min check stock headach wthh we found one cam stock missing nt tally .. sighhh dunnoe is yesterday they miscount or wad bahhss..we stayed till like 10 plus near 11.. yawnnn bought some color penss gt 10 pens now more member promotion is 7.90we gt that special price.. hahaha... oh shit shld i dwngrade it to a color design?=X
    i will get scolded by ppl again i guess hahaas....

    well well ....

    in my head really got alot of thingss.. things which some i couldnt blog outt... sighhh... dunnoe how to continue .. guess is time for some slp soon gonna wash up... update soon ... most probmore excited onto maybe meeting my secondary sch frens on wed? hahaha...

    alrites.. time to go le... ciao ppl...

    i miss him alots... you wont know this becos i dun intend to let you know....
    welll
    argh forget it..


    bendanlicious...


    4:40 PM



    Friday, May 23, 2008

    Yeapy... happy finally got mY ds lite - red .... hur hur
    happy happY... LOlx...









    had diahorea runs in the morning hai... damn sian...

    went to see doctor... din go to sch..
    doctor gave me medicine for food poisioning...

    still damn painnn.. but nvm... intially din wanna go out in the end got forced to go out meet fren...

    came home 7 plus... no go sch... took mc dead tired... yawnss.

    will be uploading few more nice songs my fren send me ... nice nice... must hear.. smiles...


    林俊杰 - 爱与希望




    Lyrics:
    爱与希望(Love and Hope)

    曲﹕林俊杰词﹕王雅君

    大地被摇晃着天空突然黑了
    我的心也被震碎了下一秒瓦解了泪堆积成了河

    但明天是好的我们要坚定着
    爱~让我们不放弃活着还要继续和大自然拔河

    当爱与希望投射炙热的太阳***
    昨日泪光会随时间都蒸发
    别轻易放弃明天要许更多愿望
    装满了勇气就更有力量

    当爱与希望倒映暖暖的月亮
    再回头望又是筑好的家乡
    我知道未来还有好多路要闯
    我打开了窗看见了晴朗






    作詞:姚若龍 作曲:陳小霞

    用起伏的背影 擋住哭泣的心
    有些故事 不必說給 每個人聽
    許多眼睛 看的太淺太近
    錯過我沒被看見 那個自己


    用簡單的言語 解開超載的心
    有些情緒 是該說給 懂的人聽
    你的熱淚 比我激動憐惜
    我發誓要更努力 更有勇氣


    等下一個天亮
    去上次牽手賞花那裡散步好嗎
    有些積雪會自己融化
    你的肩膀是我豁達的天堂


    等下一個天亮
    把偷拍我看海的照片送我好嗎
    我喜歡我飛舞的頭髮
    和飄著雨還是眺望的眼光


    時間可以磨去我的稜角 有些堅持卻永遠磨不掉
    請容許我 小小的驕傲
    因為有你這樣的依靠




    this few days keep goin singing with frens and so driving practice trying to get more use to it too... yawn.. tired.. lasy to update le...

    gonna play game le...

    =D

    enjoy the songs ...

    bendanlicious.


    1:11 PM



    Monday, May 19, 2008

    slept at 3 plus near 4 in the morning after eating noodles haha.. simply hungry... thought could straight away could slp without eating but cannot omg... growing fat sooner or ltr in this state... after eating went to zzz....

    woke up like 10 plus in the morning could nt slp supposed to go out but still feeling sleepy...came online slack and chit chat and updating bloggie time...
    AHHH!!!! dun tempt me with DS Lite - red!!!. arghhh.....

    ate breakfast and watched tv... well meeting fren at 245 maybe ltr? hahahas.. singing session again... whoos...

    guess will update agains tonite...

    fren send me something interesting... LOlx...



    three songs lyrics that i am loving now... =D
    hear the music while it takes turn to play on my blog =D





    dui de ren
    by: dai ai ling


    ni wen zai wo xin zhong
    shi fou hai ku nao
    na ci shou shang
    fou jue le ai de hao
    xie xie ni de guan zhao
    wo yi qie dou hao
    yi ge ren bu suan kun rao

    ai sui ran hen mei miao
    que bu neng wei le ji mo
    you xian le ni zhao

    ai yao nai xin deng dai
    zi xi xun zhao
    gan jue hen zhong yao
    ning ke kong bai le shou
    deng hou yi ci
    zhen xin de yong bao
    wo xiang xin zai zhe ge shi jie shang
    yi ding hui yu dao
    dui de ren chu xian
    zai yan jiao

    na ci liu guo de lei
    rang wo xue xi dao
    ru he zhu fu
    ru he zhuan shen bu yao
    zai yan lei ti hui dao
    yu zi ji yong bao
    ai bu shi yi zhong xu yao
    shi yi zhong dui zhao

    ai sui ran hen mei miao
    que bu neng wei le ji mo
    you xian le ni zhao

    ai yao nai xin deng dai
    zi xi xun zhao
    gan jue hen zhong yao
    ning ke kong bai le shou
    deng hou yi ci
    zhen xin de yong bao
    wo xiang xin zai zhe ge shi jie shang
    yi ding hui yu dao
    dui de ren chu xian

    neng yuan yi wei le yi fen ai
    fu chu qu duo shao
    ran hou de dao duo shao bing bu ji jiao
    dang wo xiang qing chu le shi hou
    wo jiu suan yi jing zhun bei hao
    fang shou qu ai
    hai kuo tian gao

    ai yao nai xin deng dai
    zi xi xun zhao
    gan jue hen zhong yao
    ning ke kong bai le shou
    deng hou yi ci
    zhen xin de yong bao
    wo xiang xin zai shi jie shang
    yi ding hui yu dao
    dui de ren chu xian

    ai yao nai xin deng dai
    zi xi xun zhao
    gan jue hen zhong yao
    ning ke kong bai le shou
    deng hou yi ci
    zhen xin de yong bao
    wo xiang xin zai zhe ge shi jie shang
    yi ding hui yu dao
    dui de ren chu xian






    ni shi ai wo de
    by: zhang hui mei, amei


    tong yang de yi chang ri luo
    tong yang ni hai shi mei shuo
    zhi shi bao jin wo
    shi jian yi dao jiu song shou

    ni yong yi wan ge li you
    dou bi chen mo hai wen rou
    wei shen me ai wo you bu duan tui hou

    ni hai pa de shi shen me
    ni xiang yao de shi shen me
    zhan zai ni bei hou
    wo lian hu xi dou tong

    wo yao xiang xin ni shi ai wo de
    wo yao xiang xin ni shi yong gan de
    wo fan shi jian shi zui can ku de
    wo zen me deng

    wo yao xiang xin ni shi ai wo de
    bu yao dang wo mei ci chang qing ge
    yan li zong you tai duo lei
    bu ting la che

    wo yong yi wan ge da an
    jie shi wo men de ju li
    dao zui hou fa xian wo quan dou cai cuo

    ni hai pa de shi shen me
    ni xiang yao de shi shen me
    zhan zai ni bei hou
    wo lian hu xi dou tong

    wo yao xiang xin ni shi ai wo de
    wo yao xiang xin ni shi yong gan de
    wo fan shi jian shi zui can ku de
    wo zen me deng

    wo yao xiang xin ni shi ai wo de
    bu yao dang wo mei ci chang qing ge
    yan li zong you tai duo lei
    bu ting la che

    ni huai li you tai duo wen hao
    gao su wo zen me yi kao



    title : bye bye
    by : mariah carey


    This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
    Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
    Put your hand way up high
    We will never say bye (no, no, no)
    Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
    This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
    Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

    As a child there were them times
    I didn't get it but you kept me in line
    I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
    It's something more than saying "I miss you"
    But when we talked too
    All them grown folk things
    Separation brings
    You never let me know it
    You never let it show because
    * * *

    > You loved me and obviously
    There's so much more left to say
    If you were with me today face to face

    [Chorus:]
    I never knew I could hurt like this
    And everyday life goes on like
    "I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
    "I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
    As time goes by
    And soon as you reach a better place
    Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
    And I'm right here next to you
    It feels like you gone too soon
    The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

    (Bye Bye [3x])
    Bye bye

    And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
    [these lyrics are found on http://www.songlyrics.com]
    And you never got to see me back at number one
    I wish that you were here to celebrate together
    I wish that we could spend the holidays together

    I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
    With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
    I thought you were so strong
    That you can make it through whatever
    It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

    [Chorus]

    (bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
    Bye bye

    This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
    Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
    Put your hand way up high
    We will never say bye (no, no, no)
    Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
    This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
    Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

    [Chorus]









    intially tired intended not to go out.. last min changed of mind... in the end went out to marina ... went to kbox with fren singing song... wanted togo for cc de timing but was fully booked... so went kbox instead.. no student price as it vesak day today hahaha... sang frm 5 to 9? each of us paid like ehh 24 like that... drank tiger beer... omg hahahass....

    super duper sleepy ... had yoshinoya meal for lunch.. and after that had kimchi soup set meal for dinner not very nice.. sighh.. after eating shops all close le and feeling tired so time to go home hahaha...

    still waiting for fren to get r4 for me.. but important thing is also haven get my ds set duh....

    this week schling will be on thurs and fri bored... exaam is around the corner but i am not at even prepared for it... die die i have to graduate with this cert i dun wanna waste any more time..

    time to zzz .. tired tired n tired.. gonna just re uploade some random pictures... some uploaded before but have deleted some post off my blog...









    bbye... trying and trying not to fall back in ... =)

    bendanlicious


    4:36 PM



    Sunday, May 18, 2008

    dunnoe why its just like 2 days of work and i am super dead tired.. maybe cause i served alot of tandos at wrk too...? lolx... simply too lasy to update..

    well am trying hard not to fall back in... i guess if i were to loose it once again it will be even harder for me... but things always just turns out funny way... guessed after i did learn from my mistakes...

    after browsing through my fren blog i started to realise a part of her blog post that struck me...

    **
    have you ever demand for something that you always wanted?
    after you have gain, do you give enough loves to it?
    have you ever thought when it is ever gonna leave you?

    every start do have a ending to it.
    but are you prepared for every ending?
    people tends to prepare all happyness, but do they prepare for all sadness?

    it was a want in the past
    slowly it turned up to be demands
    and then it turns up to be a need
    but what if everything stops?how would we feel?
    it becomes a habit
    it becomes a need.
    **

    i really hope things will really works its way out... i wan gods guidance to my way of life...i guess i do really see the changes around me in my lifestyle now... i dun wanna be the gerh who used to drink alot to forgets things.. the gerh who crying.. the gerh who was stuck there at a point of time thinking wads her goal in life... and etc..

    i thought the day that i chose to delete everything off or not to keep any memories i will simply forget but after reading the phrase on top i know at that point of time it was really love that would make me not cared of others ppl talking and so .. alrites time to stop this part i guess...

    well recently heard another nice song too and i am simply loving it too.. happen to hear frm a fren that its a old song actually but who cares... i din hear before mahhh hahaha plus its nicee.... you tube link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=smJaqnFfJMA

    yippee tml is vesek day public holiday woohoo ... its means no sch tml wahahaha.... lalalala... most probaly meeting up frens... dunnoe goin back audio with yanling nt to get out sales report... today no time print out... ahahaha... shall see...so tired too... yeapy changed my driving prac lesson to wed instead hehee....

    okays gonna end here simply dead... hahaha
    update soon again ... hur hur...

    I WAN MY DSS LITTEE ( RED ) AHHH!!!!!
    oh yaa my htc touch its fully gone... hahahahass.. since fri .. well thats for all


    bendanlicious.


    4:30 PM



    Friday, May 16, 2008























    lots of stuff to blog out but i dunnoe where to even start from..or even how to blog out... well have been working the whole of last week at bukit panjang roadshow...
    dead tired.. seriously i have been thinking and thinking i guess after a long run its all my fault for being indecisive but well.. nvm about that
    not much time of tanning this few weeks but will get back to it soon...

    just to say more woohoo today had my very first practical driving lesson alot funny thing happen laughss.. omg ... thinking back its scary but fun.. looking forward for my second lesson next week.. hahha price wentup again ... now 2 hrs is 50 dollar registration fee another 50 dollars fly so fast.. lol..

    through first lesson learned reversing gearing 2 pointer and etc... my main prob is the clutch thing still trying to get use to it by stepping full and nt releasing too fast and lead to dead engine which i got suan by his saying your favourite of starting engine... duhh... well after that went home a short while and then out to meet fren went to chai chee singing hehees... after that my fren accompany me to sell my htc touch hahaas... and then after that lasy to go else where superly tired so bought drinks and snacks home...

    and then eat dinner watch tv bathe and here am i blogging away.. oh sigh received a call frm fren need reach workplace at 1030 tml sigh.. bored.. alrites..
    recently blogger quite sot dunnoe why but nvm....

    still hoping to get my ds lite - red quick.. well...
    i dun care how serious you guys might be but for now i guess i really wanna remain as i am... dun tell me that you are really serious or wad at this point i just wanna be my normal self ... though at times i wanna try out but i guess i am still trying to overcome certain fearness in me.. well through alot things it reminded me alot of things but i guess for now for me i wanna concentrate on my studies , driving and wrk...

    i wanna enjoy as much as i can now .. somtimes feeling stress and tired but after all its all bits and parcel of life bahss...

    thinking back i was so silly...
    enjoying my new hp w890i brown phone ... batt lifes suits me though it looks super slim but i would say this phone is so much so much better then samsung slim hp models battery life..

    feeling sleepy will update more soon again ...

    bendanlicious.


    5:14 PM








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