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    Monday, June 30, 2008

    damn dead tired.
    not feeling happy at all now.
    dunnoe why.
    exams are coming not prepared for it at all.
    i feel so tired.
    worked rdshow today.
    dead tired.
    i hope i was not born into this world to face everyone or anything.
    why was i feeling abit affected by it.
    i have alot of thing to say but too little time.
    would you hear?
    would you listen?
    are those little words are what you really meant?
    wad does things mean by all this.
    feeling weird today.
    well.
    somethings not right.
    ah enough.
    slept 3 plus near 4 last nite?
    i think so .
    lolx.
    was chatting with vesper last nite. LOLX.
    damn funny.
    omg managed to pulled myself up to wrk today.
    b4 that went over to change my hair cream thingy.
    funny stories.
    tml having appointment at 10 for my hair hopes lalala..
    =/
    got to wake damn early to travel there.
    but if its settled in future no more listening le.
    enough enough..!!

    painful lesson =(
    i am becoming fat sooN!!!
    dun dare to weigh my weight. sobs.
    hahahas.

    total got 4 sets camera today.
    like very little.
    omg.
    had lunched and dinner with fren.
    yawn.
    knew the wrking ppl there nt bad last time thought they were omg.
    hahaha

    maybe sometimes i just wished that i could slp forever and nt wake up.
    i still couldnt find it.
    =(..
    today is just not my day.
    everything is not rite.
    starting day already ending day isnt good either.
    am thinking alot now.
    why why why?
    tell me.
    i am tired.
    i am hungry -.- gosh.
    din really eat dinner.

    are you slping?
    coping well?
    feeling better?
    can i hear more frm you?
    even a msg would made my day.


    =/

    nites.
    gonna bathe.

    most prob gonna meet sk after my hair stuff with his fren again to study.
    hahahas.

    tml then update. weets whos gonna call me tonite to chat? hahaha
    laughs...!!!!
    hope to pass my advanced paper wed.
    thurs sentosa!!!!!!!!!!!
    oh god.. so fast ..
    EXAM NEXt week
    got to really pia.

    bbye...
    no time to be sad anymore,
    have to put it aside awhile.
    LOLX.

    well when u last asked me a few times whether i missed u i kind of avoid it.
    in terms i realise i do really miss you.
    hope to see you soon .
    maybe?
    god pls help me =(..


    Bendanlicious.


    12:03 AM



    Sunday, June 29, 2008

    its 2.21AM now.
    i cannot study.
    i cannot sleep.
    i was chit chatting on phone with fren on hp.
    i was hearing my mp3.
    i was smsing away.
    i was reading my textbook.
    i swear i am goin nuts.
    simple tired but cannot slp dunnoe why.
    LOlx.
    and then started to think of him.
    hum.. forwarrd him a forwareded nite msg .

    took for of my flu medicine today hopes it helps and i am able to sleep nicely too.
    werll to my fren dun think too much yea.
    move on =)

    we had some randoms sms today LOLX.. LAUGHS.
    some really damn funny.!! HAHAHAs.
    stayed home study today but like no diff at all.
    late evening got ready went out dinner with parents.
    my mum was like saying i once in blue moon will be at home on weekends.
    so we eat out.
    nice food eat till damn full.
    zzzzz.

    i am trying to force myself go slp le nites ppl. update tml.

    happy little pampered gerh.

    byeess.

    bendanlicious.

    am backieee LOLX.. early today so have to do this...

    the super nice song that i promised to uploade is this ...


    =D!!

    and i found another nice chi song too!!!..

    hahah



    today ended up singing session with fren.. dang!!!
    went home early for dinner simply sleepy got to bathe and study....!!!!
    i am really dead meat. tml got to work rdshow..
    =(
    yawn....
    bought two polo tees and some snacks home..

    i was searching for the picture.
    just couldn't find it.
    am so pissed with myself sigh.
    i hate this .
    dun ask y.

    saded. hope to find it real soon and hope that i just kept elsewhere and nth else.
    =(

    i wished i hoped i loved i cared i could?.
    ah wadeva.

    just stop it
    smsing me its ok.
    being fren is ok.
    thats it understand.
    you are just a stranger to me.
    be it 1 yrthat we know each other or so or telling me you will wait all this are crap.
    just leave me alone.
    its obvious enough.

    nites.

    bendanlicious...


    2:27 AM



    Saturday, June 28, 2008

    went out for driving yesterday morning.
    met adel.
    went to city hall.
    lOLx. we went rounds and rounds doing funny things not to be posted.
    in the end ended up at parkway do some thing and then we went to walk walk eat and took a bus dwn to bugis to meet nini.
    sit dwn awhile chit chatted and off to bugis street laughs.
    our first shop we each bought a shorts.
    and then next to the ahem shop.
    and each of us got 1 each again lauGHS!..
    and then to another shop me and ni bought another top.
    well thats enough omg.
    after walking quite sometime we decided to eat dinner.
    we went to qi ji eat. lOLX.
    superly hungry.
    yummy.
    hahahas.
    standard i always go there would eat their set a i think. easier to eat no need use hands.
    after eating we went to bedok wanted to transfer over my posb money part of it to my uob account. one account die die got to leave as savings account.
    after that we went to eat dessert damn cute lah its a big watermelon inside all the fruits super alot. hahah.
    continued chit chatted till 1145. we left to the interchange .
    took bus home bathe studied and zzzz...
    super dead tired.

    i really dunnoe y cant good frens be good frens all the way.
    i am sry i lied.
    i just dun wanna lose anything now be it frens or so.
    i dun wan to come to a decision that will have to be either yes or no.
    ah! dunnoe.

    anyway

    din wrk this weekend studies studies studies.
    tml meeting ite mates out. and then study .

    next week gonna tanning. super long din go sentosa i need to releax before my exam. bal days most prob got to be studying and wrking on mon and fri for rdshow. dead.

    just had my breakfast feel so sleepy...

    though i felt happy but it seems so weird.
    who knows what am i thinking.

    update soon.
    i guessed i do miss u after all.

    bbye.!

    bendanlicious


    11:28 AM



    Friday, June 27, 2008

    my perm superly weird ugly..
    ah. hack nvm.
    important thing now studies.
    dun care le.
    bought the hair wax thingy and moose just now from watson with chirst.
    supposed to meet her pass her timesheet in the end forgotten that most important thing.
    nvm.woots gt a nice purple dress from her trip to bankgkok.
    xie xie.
    went to eat dinner at siglap area.
    supposingly wanna go hongkong cafe end up at a dunnoe wad claypot food thing.
    service not good food wait so long when theres no customers.
    dang..
    after that we bought stuff from the shopping centre for my hair thing and her stuff we move over to cheesecake cafe to slack. hahaha.
    DAmn fulling.. omg fattening...
    hahaha
    i LOook older then chirst now lah!!!. sobb...
    wth...
    argh this is anyhoe curl then become small curls on my hair...
    Sigh SUper auntie.
    nvm uploade few let u ppl laugh!!..
    hope those wax thing i buy helps in bigger waves. hahaha
    gonna bathe and study le..


    **sry that i chose to kept silent this period of time i just dun wish to lose this friendship just like that. though u treated me good. i just want it to be this way . i dun wanna spoil it.
    its the second time that i guess u are feeling the same way.
    really sry.**








    are those wrds from ur bottom of ur heart?
    i dunnoe guess its time to bathe and refresh my brain before studying.

    nites.

    bendanlicious.


    12:00 AM



    Thursday, June 26, 2008

    studied.
    went out meet steph to eat.
    ate steamboat.
    opened a uob account.
    die got to know how to bal my account money between this two.
    clearing debt to women tml most probably. sigh.
    then left not much too as uob must min have $500 if not it will minues money.
    after steamboat sigh got no choice but to do hair at that shop sigh.
    steph la... keep psycoing me with the guy to do my hair as she wanna reborn.
    sigh after long long long decision did jap curl perm.
    did hair alone was 180.
    heart pain it flew away for my hair length.
    i got no choice to say no too!!!! sry ade promised to dye hair with u in the end.
    dead ah! laughs.
    on seeing my message to here i perming the hair now after work she went to her area there dye and higlight .
    hers 140 not bad.
    last min we 3 met up.
    passed nini thing and she bought me body scrub thing too andd then chit chatted and headed mac.
    starting ade was saying angry laugh ... was telling her if she see me sure laugh cause of my hair.
    indeed she really laugh omg.
    my hair damn damn dry lah...
    espicially those higlighted part.
    STupid sung now telling me he saw us at bedok. asss then nvr call us!!!.
    woot manged to catcch my last bus home.
    my hair superly dry sigh.

    is this supposed to be like this after bathe . not so curl....
    maybe is because i need to ownself restyle with the cream thing.



    one pic is enough this is after bathe din style yet. LOLX... when they style the curl was huge omg.. LOLX... guess tml will know it once i start trying to style it.

    hum.

    time to zzzzz.
    nites ppl...

    misses. =)

    bendanlicious.


    3:15 AM



    Wednesday, June 25, 2008

    reminded daddy to buy my textbook and thasnks to him he got it for me today.
    fundamentals of mangement.
    dead slpy.
    back from a long day.
    met sk and his fren at airport last min for studying.
    and then abt 5 left with sk to meet zulia up for some catchup and shopping.
    i totally cannot continue doin all this.
    no more enjoying. time to study so pls try not to call me out unless studying if maybe i am free.
    bought a shorts from bugis.
    zulia did alot shopping duh. she bought two jeans one shorts one shoe and hmm.
    donnoe wad else.
    seems alot.
    laughs.
    woot in the end dinner i won choosing to eat pastamania lOLX. damn full. and had dessert.
    eh. after that we went to take neoprint laughs.
    damn long din take with her.
    plus sk said he din ever take neoprint b4 LOLX.
    we was laughing over the budget ideas that zulia gave about using camera take pic inside in each machines. lolx.
    will uploade few that i scan . still got balance nt yet.
    after that went to isetan wanting buy hair clip and thought of getting anna sui foundation but no no .
    think wait for my fren better to bring me go who works in make up line too.
    after that went watson bought something gave up end up at yoshinoya buy drink chit chat slack till 1015.
    well i guess it sounds like a good idea but omg dunnoe.. laughs.
    i guess its my mind that keeps thinking alot.. LOLX. well you cannt blame girls are gerhs whatever that haven happens we already think of the bad side. LOLX..
    enough of it..
    thomas wanna meet up for supper but nono . lOLX.
    i need go home before 12 to do some revision if possible .. DEAD SLEEPY now.
    its 12.08AM now. yesterday slept damn late and woke up early.

    time to wash up and LALALand here i come .
    =D

    laughs he is simply happy that in 3 days time he would be out. LOLX!!!!
    i wanna dye higlight and my HAIRR! =/




    nites...

    bendanlicious


    12:15 AM



    Tuesday, June 24, 2008

    backie from outings.
    intially last min plan to go shopping then meet them up.. but in the end on second thought decided to meet with sk and vesper up with ling for some studies.
    but we all ended up meeting at party world singing.
    dead tired.
    last min decision to eat steamyboat.
    laughs not bad. dead tired.
    spend lots today wanted to open bank account in the end bank was closed.
    duh.
    bought back my everlast watch same color at least managed to find this last piece at east side. and its half price.
    paid $49.

    sk and vesper went for some photoshooting with their dslr nikon cameras to chinatown. woots.
    i am starting to like dslr too.
    hahas.
    looks cool!!.
    sk took some funny picture which i think quite auntie laughs. will uploade dwn now.

    two pictures for now eye closing lasy uploade already. gonna
    bathe get ready.
    tmlmost prob meeting sk out to study with him and his fren.
    need try force myself awake.




    i am sorry if it does hurt you. to you.
    anyway sigh i guess i am just getting used to my life right now which to me that i dun need any changes for now.
    to him i guess now
    i need time to study to think to restart everything again.
    if i really ever gave you a second chance pls cherish it.
    to prevent from things to happen again this time round i wanna start evrything from a start maybe i shouldnt rush into things.
    i want to know you better then before. =D
    thanks for ur understanding.
    being inside for you might be tough and hard but no matter what i will be here listening.
    okays enough time to bathe and zzz.. nites ppl.

    loving a new song alot alot ....
    uploade it up soon..
    bbye..


    bendanlicious..


    2:53 AM



    Monday, June 23, 2008

    settled down with this new blogskin.
    woke up 9 in the morning to clear this mess.
    feeling dead sleepy.
    yesterday dad send me to work because it was raining and had breakfast nearby work place.
    so i walked over.
    at night due to ate the food for dinner simply cannot make it thinking to go home eat which mum din cook so dad came to pick me out to eat again. woots.
    bleahx.
    i felt so much better after saying out to you whats my stand of view.
    this is souly my thinking.
    i don wanna rush into things for now. =)
    thanks for ur understanding too.

    i am dieing la really. doing past yr paper already so chim.
    damn.
    will be meeting ling out ltr shopping.
    town again.
    laughs.
    after that most probaly we would be meeting vesper sk and maybe thomas up.
    bringing my study materials along so they could guide me along as well.
    might be meeting nini at nite? nt sure yet. shall see how.
    i wanna get my everlast watch.
    its been waiting for me to get since. dunnoe when.
    laughs.

    left some stuff at audio house forgotten to take dang.
    to you i really donnoe how to put words to you.
    i dun wanna hurt you but i dun wanna lose you as you too.
    sry that i have been avoiding you.
    i really dunnoe what to say.
    maybe i am just selfish . =/

    MR JUNINO PIG just passed me a link of song
    nice not bad..

    david cook - be mine baby..
    http://aimini.net/view/?fid=47idkqXOOZTTrqmgEsIF

    溫嵐 - 愛你的兩個我




    还是喜欢你 - Sweety



    断点




    zhang hui mei - zhi dao

    nice but cant embed it out.. LOLX

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mq4xg8zfAFk

    i am happy for now =)
    simple loves..

    bendanlicious.


    10:38 AM



    Sunday, June 22, 2008

    yesterday after work went dinner cum supper ling her bf vesper and yh.
    woot ordered salted tofu soup.
    sambal kangkong.
    barbeque stingray
    mussel?
    dunnoe wad pork thingy and their eee baby squid bah.
    5 of us each paid like 10 wahahaha total 70 dollars yh absorbed the gst LAUGHS.intitally was to eitheer cabbed home or take bus in the end me and vesper walk all the way to my house area and he cabbed home long journey but we chatted alot..
    well thanks for your advise.
    after that came home continued to talk to him on phone.
    well after saying all out i felt much better.
    replied him the msg which he send me on earlier past few days back then.
    hope he really understands me.

    time to get ready for work..
    bye
    simple simple love.

    bendanlicious.


    9:25 AM



    Saturday, June 21, 2008

    will be back to clear up the mess of my blog soon.
    gonna rush to get ready for work soon.
    watched the hunlk yesterday.
    its nice despite that i am not feeling well eyes wanna close while watching but din really dose off.
    after show had supper with family.
    the feeling is just so weird.
    pls tell me everything is true.
    tell me that i could trust you once again.
    well i guess to certain things which i haven fully settle.
    got to settle it real soon.
    i really dun wish that to be the reason thaT me and my frens thought.

    reupdate at nites.
    byes.

    bendanlicious.
    misses.
    simple love..


    9:45 AM



    Wednesday, June 18, 2008

    can't slp.
    woke at 2.30am.
    went to bathe to freshen myself up.
    trying goin back to sleep.
    turned here and there.
    gived up.
    came outside to use desktop.
    realised my blog have problem.
    hate this.
    redo the template thingy.
    after studies thingy rushed to far east.
    chanel shop.
    do nails.
    WOOT! someones manager position.
    she gt her manicurist to color for me.
    my leg toe nails super cute lah.
    its a guy who did for me damn funny.
    they said hiis nail art very good.
    and he gave me alot of ideas of what he could draw for me.
    i keep saying ehh nono.
    in the end ended with kungfu panda design.!
    whoos super cute lah.
    first time ever did something so cute on my toe nails.
    gonna find find the eeore that i wan him draw for me.
    lOLx.
    today nail art was free by him with french behind nails.
    as chanel psyco me to go for package.
    DANG!.
    lucky women transfered me 100.
    =D.
    paid deposit of 50.
    sigh.
    due to one nail on my finger right hand abit shorter din do french.
    did a plain color which i quite like.
    something different.
    was superly late for the appointment. dang! but laughs
    chanel said its alrite.
    that bitch. =x
    that stupid women saw me first thing was.
    WAHAHAHA! you fat liao..
    -.-
    ARGH!
    delay timing till damn late then met chirst.
    we cabbed dwn to the location of singing.
    was early thought we would be late.
    delayed while paying cab fare. uncle nets machine sot. restart take so long.
    went in there asked gt room for earlier slot instead of 730.
    yea there was so we started singing till 9 plus.
    we damn hungry so we left early.
    went to bedok interchange eat yummy tom yam u mian.
    bleahx.
    women ate her porridge.
    bought carrot cake home.
    =x din managed to finish it up. laughs.

    received little msges from him which is good.
    but come to a point to something i couldnt reply.
    and as i could guess as well the chi msg was what he has type out.
    chim meanings.
    many question flowing into my mind.
    why issit during the period of ur ns life?
    that you chose to tell me this.
    what are you really tring to tell me from the message.
    i do wished to tell you that i missed you too.
    but words just dun come out easily from me anymore.
    i am afriad.
    as i said.
    i wished i was strong enough to tell you how much i have missed you.
    i wished to give you a second chance.
    but i am just selfish maybe.
    i dun wanna get hurt.
    what i need now is time to think i guess.
    when i wanna know ur thinking past back you didnt say anything.
    and you chose to say things out at only this point of time.
    exams will be in 2 weeks.
    am really stress up.
    alot of chapters to memorise.

    uploade pictures soon.. =)

    her guessed was rite afterall. LOLX..

    sigh. just couldnt sleep.
    whats wrong with me.
    i wanna slp like theres no tomorrow.
    dun wanna face this world.

    feel like trying out for air-stewardess.
    omg.
    but if i really go for it my studies how!
    sigh.
    its good to travel round the world to many many diff countires.
    but if i really do that i got to be real independent.

    hmm.
    gonna end here.

    simple loves, tell me what i should do.
    =/

    some nice songs...












    bendanlicious.


    3:34 AM



    Tuesday, June 17, 2008

    firstly,
    HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TAN DE DE! =d
    went to sch last night.
    lecturer giving important points of chapters.
    really see so many can study till crasy.
    i really wonder how i gonna remember all these.
    haven even get one of the textbook too.
    study study study!!
    lena! as what ricky say in this we 3 in this group couldnt lose anyone.
    so we must pass and proceed on to our next module together.
    as in individual modules of one alex and suliana will be leaving as they are repeating individual module only.
    maybe after studies ltr going over to find chanel awhile at her work place to do my nails.
    her shop promotion for both hands and legs nails are gonna be over.
    die die need go do.
    after that most probaly meeting up fren with some catchups and =D..

    i need to releax as what he says i guessed.
    hope to receive more and more little msges from him.. =D
    it mades my day too LOLX.
    i guessed i am just being back to my silly self. lOLx..
    dunnoe.
    trying to find out what i really wants.

    simple loves.
    somtimes is just hard to say good bye.

    bendanlicious...


    11:27 AM



    Monday, June 16, 2008

    is that what you told me 4 yrs ago?
    i really couldnt remember a single thing.
    ah brain dead.
    i am sleepy headach.
    slept almost the whole day today .
    but i feel so numb and tired.
    my head mind and heart doesnt works well together.
    is this the reason y you didnt leave me alone all this while?
    when you told me those i just simply stunt.
    i am just not prepared that i would hear all this from you once again once i broke ur heart i guessed at the point of time.
    i wanted to tell you abt wad my heart and minds think but i just couldnt.
    you said will i lose anything?but i couldnt bring myself to say that.
    i have the ans to this by saying i just dun wanna loose u as a fren.
    i guess all i need now is time.

    had yummy pastamania my big sis ordered for delievery my favourite chicken cheesy dunnoe wand pscilli and dunnoe whats the name of the chicken creaamy or what gt ham yummy ... nt caborna and nt forgeting something new that we trylooks like pizaa but its a dessert thingy bah.. on top got banana and some sprinkles of chocolate dunnoe wad simply yummyy...!!!!!!!!!!
    lovess...
    sigh heard pay not so fast in ... well

    well time to get ready for sch ..

    sigh..

    mon-sch
    tues-outings
    wed-outings
    thurs-work,schling
    fri-driving,outings
    sat-working
    sun-working

    all these days got to pia study study study ... Diein SOONN...

    bendanlicious...


    5:06 PM



    Sunday, June 15, 2008

    deadly.
    went work as usual today.
    whens fuji pay day coming.
    deadly broke.
    this morning worst all of us camera department met all tandos customers.
    laughs out loud =/.
    then mr peanut - name i given him asked me to play the tando song.
    to him he was refering to nan ren nu ren song .
    laughs then on ... thought it was supposed to shoo off all but it brings more and more tandos.
    damn funny he was saying yea clearr off all tando then ltr afternoon onwards no more liaox.
    sold a number of sets forgot how many winkz.. =/ bleahs.
    lucky my luck did improve but sales was still slow.
    had chiken rice with vesper and yh for lunch agai today LOLX...
    cause after drinking the chicken rice soup yesterday at the place we bought yh to eat tthe chhicken rice. he was like wah the soup so nice. -.-
    so he suggested chicken rice again.. well was abit bored but alrites.. LOLX... went back to sit same table. same drinks same position sit we sitted.. laughs..
    well gonna cut it short cause dead slpy.
    dinner i had curry chicken.. LOLX.
    they had dunnoe wads its called lah...
    funny man this two days went to eat with them they can make me really laugh till keysiao.
    welll customers crowd weird till late lah 930 then wanted print sales report wait till 10 plus still dn manged to be printed out.. paiseh that even storeman people and so sot of waiting.
    well after wrk while waiting for report vesper suddenly was saying wanna go find yanling at suntec show meet up eat..
    so i ask yh whether he is cming along after a long run yes he did come really funny la him... in the end yanling called to confirm meeting then we head over to city hall.
    meet up with her at station no where to go so we just went in cafe cartel.
    LOLX...
    vesper paid for the meaL! thANks wahahaha laughs.
    no la.. will pay him back de .. on the way there things happens once again bahss... dun wrry.
    smile smile.. we wanted order wedges chicken wings and stuff all no more soup no more..
    wth rite.. dang.. alot things dun have laugh bo pian we order macaroni chilli wan yummy waffle with ice cream ehhh friend fish with nuggets plus milky pasta issit caborana? LOLX.... will uploade some pictures taken at there when i was too bo lIao..
    laughs...
    with them confirm always makes us laugh till siao wan... lol... yh funny lah saying about his frens thing and stuff that he told me... WAHAHAH....
    reminds me of funny things today i did..
    sorry not purposely LOLX must be i playing too happily..
    well in the end after all yh and his fren send me home.. as he fren drives.. vesper and ling ling share cab . so three of us walk over to suntec city tower 4 there to walk to his fren car super long exercise...
    home bathee check updates watch tv and now blogging.. time to be in my lalaland soon. real deadly no energy le... tml onwards another battle to start challenging ..
    alot of plans during this week importantly is studies too for my upcoming exam and stuff... duh was talking to alvin they all at audio house about driving dang they say i sure re take my advanced... sigh.. i die die wan PASSS!!!
    i received a very good ending present frm vesper b4 end wrk GOOD ONE!!!
    ARGH gonna revenge sooN LOLX!!!!AHHHH!!!its 1.30 am in the morning...
    LALAland here i comess...

    i hope i wish everythiing was fine for you...
    i thought that i have long forgotten... being able to smile is a blessing.. LOLX
    i hope that i am who forgets and forgive easily..
    being able to stand up and be strong is one thing,
    i could be strong this time round doesnt mean that i will be able to go through the second time..

    just dun understand my mind and heart at times too...

    i have alot of thingss i AM AIMING FOR ..

    wishlist.
    *OPEN UOB BANK ACCOUNT. - POSB IS FOR MY SAVINGS.
    *DO MANICURE AND PEDICURE - FIND CHANEL AND UPDATES PLUS UPDATES WINKZ.
    *HIGHLIGHT/DYE - DO SOMETHING TO MY HAIR?
    *SHOPPING
    *SINGING
    *TANNING
    *CHIRST PRESENT
    *STEAMBOAT WITH THEM
    *MEETING UP WITH LING LING , DANIEL , KAIFENG OUTING.
    *MEETING UP WITH OTHER FRENS WHICH HAS BEEN PLAN.
    *HANDPHONE =/
    *R4

    MY MIND IS GOIN BLANK ALREADY ...!!!

    enough for the time being...

    To BE coNtinued...

    NITES.

    bendanlicious...


    1:45 AM



    Saturday, June 14, 2008

    hungry hungry hungry!!
    supper quick come...!
    i wonder y each time i see his little msg i would be happy...
    maybe knowing that he is doing well inside is enough for me..
    well i was stuck at amsg to reply to someone i really dunnoe what to reply or say...
    maybe in me i am still searching for that very answer.. =)
    and to the funny ones . i really hope that you guys wont msg me funny msges..

    today sold 5 sets myself at wrk only so little due to it show i guess alot tandos again as usual hmm..
    3 sets j10
    1 z10
    1 z100

    so little... hope to have better luck and sales tml...
    counting the days to my pay day so could clear of my hp bill pay... sigh
    spending alot .. gonna have to open another account one for savings already....
    laughs...

    well working issues over here so funny ... not gonna blog it out...

    yummy yummy foods here... =D winkz... time to eat

    update soon...

    misses ...

    bendanlicious..=D


    10:57 PM



    Friday, June 13, 2008

    simple loves =) well last min went singing session with fren to releaxx... dead tired.. after that met another fren up dinner and then woohooo after long we watched kungfu panda... damn funny show laughs... we ate curry stuff with rice.. and then we bought chuncky kit kat funny ... LOlx.. and bubble tea... hehehess...
    keep laughing in movie... funny lah the show hahaha...

    show ended early like 9 plus... and then we anyhow walk around the area funny slacking around then was like so early dun feel like going home so fast dunnoe where to go then i suggested again maybe watch another movie wahahaa... but no la... arbo confirm we no need go home liao... lOlx... intially we thought of having dessert at the hawker there hahaha but in the end we end up at mac to slack chit chat talk about work stuff handphone stuff and so... LOLX...

    well heard from frens that got 2-3 people die in ns.. really sad... well today he went in camp.. take care hope everything does works well out for you...
    and to victor too who has been in there for like a week i think.. really hope god will protect them from all obstacles bah...

    if women and her bf could really find me w900 white new set ... will be damn happy lahs.. hahahas...lalallaass....
    well more rdshows are coming out hahahasss... cause got to see which days will be free to work... hahaha wrk = income =D.... bleahs...

    hmm i really wonders who really understandds me well...
    donnoe...

    time to go lalaland soon..

    nites ...


    bendanlicious...


    1:26 AM



    Thursday, June 12, 2008

















    LAUGHS!!! gt a few funny pics but i just choose to upload this WAHAHAHAHHA

    so dead... sch is killing me soon... exams come die really scared...

    study study study!!!!!



    梁靜茹 - 我還記得 KTV Version












    bendanlicious...


    12:59 AM



    Wednesday, June 11, 2008

    well after a long day... last min late evening changed off plan din meet pearlyn out but my fren to watch a movie...
    accuracy of death... hahaha bluffed of half a ticket? =X well laughss...
    was suppose to meet him at 7.. thought he would be late when he msged .. i predicted... well sorry la.. =/ stupid wei le last min pang seh argh... hahaha...
    lalal..someone was blaming me for being late.. but at least we manged to watch the show smoothly hahahas.... went to kallang new theathre to watch took bus 11 there... bought movie tickets and then gt kfc then went in to watched..
    funny lahh i was like...

    me : wad are we gonna buy in to eat..
    him : dunnoe maybe buy chicken rice packet in to eat..
    me : huh.... really har.. omg....
    him : no la joking... anything loh...
    me : -.- Lolx...

    so tired... then we walk over to a bustop opp thinking gt bus 11.. but no... all 16.. lolx... then we walk to the other side then i was like maybe the bus was a loop bus one way... hahahas... lasy to update le... sleepy... i wanna watch panda shooww!! AHHHH.... we waited for the bus so long ... omg wan.... dang...

    update again soon i guess lolx... anyway show nt bad some part funny ... music music music =X only manged to catch the ball sometime ltr... duhh...will update on this post again sometime ltr... laughs... bleahhss..

    like this few old songs by liang jing ru...
    enjoy.. long time din hear...












    at times it just reminded me of the past...

    bendanlicious...


    12:00 AM



    Tuesday, June 10, 2008

    promised to update real soon...

    when i see the scary thunder lightning rain and etc..
    it just reminds me of ...

    had driving lesson today... driving out onto bigger area rd and small openings and so.. well guessed its not really my day for today...

    back from eating nt long.. simply sleepy...

    bought mogu mogu again with them just now after eating..
    simply loves eating it... hehe...
    hope i will get a real good nite slp tonite... nt like last nite keep waking in between...

    eyeing on new target phone w760? whoops...
    important pay day nt in yet... AHH!!! hopes everything goes smoothly and i get my pay next week.. gonna open a uob account and start saving money in my posb account...
    laughs ... =/ its me speaking wor.. omg....

    loves the way it is now.. being simple is still the best...
    not always drinking drinking drinking... that was horrible... at least now once in awhile go out fren drinking is not like last time anymore.. =D

    exams comIng.... assignments and projects making us mad soon... sigh...
    advanced theory for driving falls on first week july too... omg...
    and yea... pc shows is starting on thurs... well our brand is nt in it... so most prob will be back to audio... heeheee...

    pls do not force me into things that i do not wanna do..=) thanks..
    thats it...




    nites...

    bendanlicious...


    12:34 AM



    Sunday, June 08, 2008

    well been wrking yesterday and today superly pissed... quarreled with customers ahh..! forget it just simply hate MIC people stay away simply tired to update for now maybe tml? well after wrk to cutshort mypost just some highlights wentover to suntec rdshow find women and pearlyn .. went over therre they pack already.. after those stuff me women her bf and pearlyn we went paulano .. like spell wrong dunnoe...lol... went drinking and stuff real tired welll happy birthday happy birthday hope u like the small cake =D... simply headach i think now is time to zzz le update agains....

    uploade pics soon...nites...

    bbyee...

    bendanlicious...


    1:13 AM



    Saturday, June 07, 2008

    omgg dead tired... yesterday wasnt feeling well chest feeling tight pain dunnoe y weird in the middle nite cannot slp keep wake.. so in the end din go out stay home online .. rest went back to zzz till like 5 plus ... then after that last min went out met ade for dinner intially wanna call the group out but in the end met her at 85 market.. we very omg jia lat we two people order friend kang kong pork porridge sting ray and lala and two bowl of rice as well.. but its like no feeling chit chatting eat finish ade was like are you full.. i was like ehh... like no feeling lehh... wahahaha that means nt full wth rite well not only me nt full wahahaha.. in the end i had cravings for cheesecake wahahaha... we walk over to bedok interchange before that we went to 7 eleven and i bought mogu mogu !! wahahas....

    you guys must be thinking wth is that its the nata de coco jelly but in bottle form.. din get the ornage wan got the lychee wan instead funny thing is tt wan have alot there and ade was telling me its peach bah.. i happyily took and said should be nicee hahahah then after b4 i paying i said but on another hand i think nt nice if nt y so many ppl nvr buy this flavour... laughss... and she bought whipped potatoe there as she was craving for that .. ok then crossed the traffic light i was opening the bottle drinking it and she was asking so how the peach flavour nice..? i was like em yea.. wahaha i ask her to tried and after she tried she said its lychee la not peach -.- ... i was like yea hor... LOLX... dang... i was saying by the time reach there she would be full as its potatoe and indeed she was.. hahaha well after reach there we went see watch omg..... finding the colour of everlast watch i lost or i dun mind the red... bedok dun have stock they try finding the color i wan on their display pic on computer damn long nt assuring the color.. blur... funny mann... in the end afterlong they say mmaybe raffles have.. alrights better be it ... and she was saying maybe the last watch u bought was fake if not y knnt find the color ... dang!!! fake watch for 95 faint .. LOLX.... nOW total half price for gss 45 hahaha dang.. will it drop even more... i will FAints...

    well after that we went mac .... while eating and so we use my z20 cam to take pic simply laughs lahh u can like see two retards in mac keep laughing and take pic showing funny face damn superly funny lah .. =X.... after that we went find other place not so noisy continue our picture takings wahahahhaha.... and went back in time so i could catch my last bus at 1140... simply laughs la... hahahaha.....

    and then went to wrk this morning dead tired... hummm hate funny customers danng!! lasy to update much here will update soon again bleahs... time for a few pics b4 i zhao go wash up and zzzz HOHO....

    lastly wanna wish women HAPPY Birthday WAHAHAHAA... LALLALALA one yr older le... omg.. =/ lalalalalallala.... enjoy arr.... =D stay happy oways...




    omg am really too lasy to update two pictures is enough for the nite bah.. =X...

    nitess...


    bendanlicious...


    1:26 AM



    Friday, June 06, 2008

    received his small little msg in the morning..
    hope things will turn out fine for you in there to go throught all obstacles =D...
    will be missing our tan de de... =/ lolx... we love you toO!! hahahas...

    chest feeling very pain since last nite could nt slp well.. dunnoe why...
    well okays some highlights on what i have been doin...
    wed was another small outing for us.. went singing .... and then dinner and then movie.. lOlx.. well i would say singapore is rather small ... watched sex and the city is a nice show people out there must go watch its touching and nice and laughs.. =/

    had curry fish head and curry chicken with ade nini sung and jh ... cause vic went home eat with his family before coming out to movie with us again...

    missed the times of our small little outings hope to have more soon yea .. =)
    after movie went to mac to eat as nth else was like open there only the 24 hr mac..
    had that meal twice a day... faint cause before went singing we bought that there to eat too.. Wahahaha... after that cabb home with nini...

    blogger is really showing some retarded sign each time i post up a post is either sceduled or what dunnoe wad the hell that means...

    well i got a list of what i wants hehe...
    -i wan everlast watch - shit lo saw the price its like 45 when i bought mine that i lost like 95 ... dang but still searching for the color i want..... Arghh!!
    -i want my pay to be in quick so that i can maybe open another bank account one for savings...
    -i want get my pay and quick go highlight color my hair with ade...
    -i wan more tanning...
    -i wan more shopping...
    -i wan more small outings!!!
    -i wan more laughter ... =D
    -i wan to forget things that i should ...
    -1 wan w880i gold / w910i white gold =X
    -i wan to be alone at a place where i could shout out loud!! hahahass.. laughs..

    okays enough for now... =D

    alot ppl bd coming and i am going broke once again.. sigh its time to do some saving girLL!!! argh...

    update soon..


    bendanlicious.


    1:20 PM



    Thursday, June 05, 2008

    tml victor will be goin in ns le.. gonna missed him...
    wished to have more small little outings with them =)
    went to cc singing yesterday with them... hahaha met adeline 1 plus bought macc hungry hungry ... in the end vic and jh bring food there intially plan was to wear dress and i wore but felt weird in it and vic wasnt there yet so got adeline to go shopping with me at bedok see can find clothes... we bought a polo t each frm gior and see gt jeans skirt which she wanted me to buy instead of shorts.. saw hangten wan damn weird in the end gt a shorts from their shop... hahaha at least go there can sit more comfortable...
    after singing session we went over bedok meet nini had dinner there while waiting for victor to have his dinner with his family at home... the balance of us had curry fish head and curry chicken with rice and ice lemon teas... hahahass.. after that we decided to watch movie... sex and the city... so after bugging him out we quick rush over to tm by mrt... din go century watch as gv timing matching us better.. well i would say singapore is real small... but nvm....

    trying to find my old watch that i lost cause its like tm selling half price 45 dollarss... sigh i bought the watch already heart pain lost it already duhh..!!! and when i saw the price drop by half price was like wth!!.. i dun mind getting back same color or the red wan..!!!


    just loves the deisgn and color..


    we watch sex and the city.. nice show touching and laughs... hahahaha
    funny.. after show ate at mac then cab home...

    last whole nite cannot slp well due to block nose and flu woke up realise i sneeze tissue gt abit blood like wth... tired...stay home slack dun feel like moving off to anywhere hear music chit chat slack...

    well just enjoyed the times being together with them..
    just hope that there would be a no ending towards us being there for one and another =) ...

    okays... update soon dead....

    bbyee...


    bendanlicious.


    1:33 AM



    Tuesday, June 03, 2008

    lin you jia & liu li yang(Chuan Shou Mv) - Guiqing

    a nice song ... pls enjoy =)

    enjoyed our each little small outings.. last min met ade and vic out first ... we drag and drag till meet like 4 plus .. hahaha... went to bugis me and vic searching shop to do our eyebrows LOLX... ended up at jean yip ...after that walk around and then bought rotiprata sausage is tt called? hahaha vic brought us there buy then off to meet jun and jh... then walk over to brahs pasah think spell wrong lol... nvm to buy adelines watch that she been eyeing on with then 20 percent she paid 140... nini came over to find us... and then pressed money and we went over to the steamboat place where we did booking... reached there 6 plus start at 7.. while waiting for aisung and yongsheng we ordered the food and stuff.. and then they came... our table as usual with nini and vic will be very lively noisy and stuff laughs... funny....
    after steamboat stuff me ade and nini quick went to swensens buy a birthday cake for vic... so fast fri he will be goin in ns le...hope we will have more and more of this kindof outings bah =) thought we could suprised him with bd cake damn funny was when they walk pass the shop we three turn lucky they din saw to confirm i called sung and asked he said no and i dunnoe y sung and vic walk pass a second time this time round he turn in the shop saw us... danG!!! i too tall le lAHss... sigh hahah... ade was fast she said she wanna eat ice crem. =/ but he din believe in the end he din believe then he knew we bought him cake.. he was touched... lolx... we wanted to take neoprints again but shop close siann... haha.. in the end we bought fork and plate then we cabb down to kallang area to celebrate funny...
    The uncle bluff vic money our cab fare was like 9 plus
    ade they all wan only 4 plus
    wad the fish.. LOLX...
    hazael nut ice cream cake taste yummy my second time eating ice cream cake frm swensens yummyy.. some of us is first time... =D
    sing song took pictures blow cakes he made a wish ...
    yea.. and suddenly me ade and nini wanted to sit on yongsheng bike... LOLXX...
    my first timeee funny leg too long seem squeezy hahaha scared but fun... HAHHAHA... LAUGHS whOOOS....

    k time to uploade some pictures...
























































    bendanlicious


    2:17 AM








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