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Sara Bareilles - Love Song
Head under water,
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while.
The breathing gets harder, even I know that.
You made room for me but it's too soon to see,
If I'm happy in your hands.
I'm unusually hard to hold on to.
Blank stares at blank pages.
No easy way to say this.
You mean well, but you make this hard on me.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
If you're on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If all you have is leaving,
I'm gonna need a better reason
to write you a love song today.
Today.
I learned the hard way,
That they all say things you want to hear.
My heavy heart sinks deep down under you,
And your twisted words, your help just hurts.
You are not what I thought you were.
Hello to high and dry.
Convinced me to please you.
Made me think that I need this too.
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
If you're on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If all you have is leaving,
I'm gonna need a better reason
to write you a love song today.
Promise me you'll leave the light on,
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone.
'Cause I believe there's a way
you can love me because I say,
I won't write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this.
Is that why you wanted a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this.
If you're on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If your heart is nowhere in it,
I don't want it for a minute.
Babe, I'll walk the seven seas
when I believe that there's a reason to,
Write you a love song today.
Today.
Over...

trying hard to speak louder this few days.
as i am still voiceless.
sigh.
tired.
intitally was doing another blog account not on blogger.
but last decision was just to change this skin off to something more simple.
did my blog almost for the long whole day in the end just ended off with this skin.
lOLX.
i am so sleepy.
intially was happily waiting for time to pass to head to sch.
ended up falling asleep waking up later.
not feeling any better but worst.
so msged ricky and william to tell them.
in the end stayed home whole day.
watch tv and slp.
did online stuff.
uploaded up a new song which i currently loves now.
Love song.
hahahha
enjoy ppl.
still thinking whether i could help her to wrk tml instead.
really dead tired.
dun feel like goin anywher.
having unlcer pain.
and me and my itchy hand i went to peel off the skin on my fourth finger it looks more eee.....
wth.
damn pain la...!!!
oh well..
chinatown rdshow ended last nite.
good thing.
i am dieing working there.
all china ppl alot.
omg.
after rdshow went supper.
pork porridge. char kway tiao.
lalala.
laughs.
thanks for the supper and ride home.

one more day to fri. =(
1 week wont be communicating which each other.
hopes everything goes well for his outfield.
dun sad ba.
will miss you de la.
laughs.

saded.
pay is slow.
tanning tanning session quick come.
meeting adel up b4 goin over to sch bah.
most prob for tanning and swimming over my aunt there.
hope there sun.

my finger is super itchy..!!!
omg the z200 coloc black and pink looks nice on internet la.
lol.
the pink looks even better then z100 pink.
hahas..

am tired.
ending here nites all.

bendanlicious.

eeeeeek.
spoiler.
your english fail issit?
if your english fail you tell me.
i understand.
dun need tell rilly tell ur fren i wont snatch sales thing...
well becos this customer i serve b4.
but rilly serve too as well.
so is okay if she close it we dun mind either us who close the sales.
but i told u that this customer we serving.!
customer is making a call to decide to get which model.
dun act after he hang up or b4 trying to gain his attention wan cut sales..
since i told u we are serving i expect u to understand but u still wanna cut.
i purposely say it loud one more time when rilly said tell him we serving the customer.
soi was like fuck lah.
customer also wanna snatch.
ass.
and u this stupid asss telling rilly wad tell ur fren dun anyhow say wan snatch sales from her.
if wan snatch i will not do it just like that..!
wad does this sentence mean!!!!!
hate him alot lah!! >.<
i dun care anymore.
i dun care u complain to tony or wadeva.
but pls. u are in thewrong by saying since the first day to us that u wanna wait return customer and serve to close by starting few days letting us serve and saying till so great that itsok iknow u all wan chiong sales.
i take my time slow wan wait last few days....!
this sentence me and rilly heard so try not to be funny!!!!!.

welll sales there not bad sold quite alot.
i am suprised
ppl at the location simply rich.
-.-
not i bluff their money loh!!...
u DA BENDAN!!!!

last nite simply too tired to blog.
game home.
slack.
chit chat phone online.
bathe.
and then to my lalaland.
laughs.

da bendan will be goin outfield from fri till national day morning bah!.
take care. pig head.
=D
as i said.
i will enjoy outside for you.
LAughs.
i guess also not much time to enjoy.
working rdshows.
and schling proj assignments deadline are coming liao.
die..
stress.

well gonna get ready for work ltr le.
todAY last day roadshow at the location le.
happy dun wanna see the stupid fellow agaIN!! hao lian!!!

dad bought new plasma for living room area. lolx.
heard him telling me coming today...
hehehe.
k.
late liao bbye ppl.


taggies replys.

-amos.
you this omg omg omg MONKEY!!!!>>.<<
link you soon lah..
use that ahh
then charge you for introducing you lorx. laughs.

-meiyi.
haahaas.
alrites.
not so fast bah.
still halfway through my second and thrid module.
thing is first and second might need do my sub paper.
lOLX.
i am dead man. HAHAHS. yawns.
k..
will link you soon.
=D

bendanlicious.

seriously i am tired to update this few days.
sickness not getting any better.
feeling horrible.
looking at my burnt finger the fourth wan looks the most sigh.
damn pain.
not putting any medicine.
hate those smell.
guess it would recover but takes time.
will be back to update soon alot things happen and.
conclusion is we dun like him!!!
shitty wad kind of sales person saying u wad salesman not promoter only this few day promoter.
saying wad u wanna be slow first few days let us go for our more sales. and lastfew days tackle those return customer.
wth.
shit loh.
hate this kind of people!!!!.
make us hear liao angry.
that is part of it only.
hopefully fuji pay can be in by this week. thurs would be best.
i dun wan next week.
sure die wan.
sigh.

bored. goin over to that hated location for work le..!!! argh..
hate china ppl!!!!.
nvm control.
hope today sales really more then yesterday.
yesterday total like 50 over sets total up bah.
more more pls.
hahaha
k le..
bbye
gonna be late.

misses.

taggies reply.

-adel
LOLs. okays.
funny let you know again!!.
hope it will be soon.
=D

-meiyi
hi.long time no see. suprisingly you come tag me ah..
haha.dead working part time and studying part time..
you lei..? how everything?


bendanlicious..

i am dead.
its like.
morning burnt mine 3 fingers.
damn freagging pain.
almost cried.
sigh.
control.
small matter cannot cry easily.
in the end din met adel for tanning.
she nt feeling well too.
plus sun wasnt that strong.
but i promised i am so gonna find time to go next week with her bah.
put ice over my fingers but still damn pain.
like something biting it.
and damn hot.
my throat is getting more and more sore.
and now wth.
i keep sneezing.
wth is going on.
after eating some durians starting to feel more feverish!!!!..
stayed home slp today despite of my stupid hand damn pain kill my mood to do anything.
after that wake up bathe got ready.
went out met nini.
we went far east.
she trim her hair.
but i seriously prefer her thicker frindge =X.
thats wad i told her.
hahaha.
after that walk walk chit chated.
not much time to shop.
and thanks to her for helping me buy my bodyshop bronzing thing.
=D
after long we decided to have dinner over mac.
hahaa.
we walked over to lido.
and after eating took mrt home.
nice day out with her.
oh yea b4 tt when we buy the meesua thing to share the guy trying to be funny.
laughs.
and i did not realised i pressed onto mR JUINO no and accidentally dialled his no.
hahaha.
damn funny.
back home not long after dad bought durians home.
damn full.
but ate a few seeds thingy.
still trying my best for my new blog.
looks very simple bah.
dunnoe bahs.
thanks la terry.
the games works.
=D
well gonna zzz soon.
argh.
sigh.
okays enough of grumbling.
pay day ah pay day when will you be into my account.
oh yea daddy trade off his old phone for htc diamond..!!! duhhh!! he was like showing me.
omg...
looks nice small.
ah shitty.
nvm.
humph.
gonna end here.
byes.

bendanlicious.

=D!
was super happy.
the games works lAh...!
wahahaha.
eh.
THANKES TERRY 1x100 times.
laughs.
k la.
owe you a favour.
after d/l my game in played the game last nite.
after that chit chatted on phone.
laughs.
bathe and then zzzzz.
looking for another game name photohunt.
hoped to find it.
wanna do me another favour?
LAughs.
LALLAs.
changed our tanning session to another location for this coming wed.
HAHA.
omg when mr worms smsed me that yesterday abt the person asking my number.
i was like ehh.
duh.
faint.
dun play lah this kind of sentence.
he said serious not playing.
eh. well.
weird lah.
i feel that my fever its like back again.
dunnoe y.
i am starting to like DSLR camera.
omg.
nikon?
fuji?

i seriously need exercising.
got to find a day and really do lots and lots of exercise too.
gosh.
and i got to cut dwn on food as well.

anyway seeing the msg does makes me worried.
pls stay strong.
my heart suddenly just feel funny.
lots to say but sigh.

nites ppl.

bendanlicious.

tired.
dead.
slpy.
samsung promoter power.
didnt come today.
so end up ate with nikon promoter.
lol.
realise in frens its one circle to link to him.
laughs.
singapore super small.
few funny things happen today but lasy to elborate.
headach!! tired.
waited for nini and went home together as we working near same location.
walked with him to mrt and headed on our own ways.
thanks terry for helping me d/l the thingy for my game.
hahaa.
hope it works.
=D.
i guess dun intend to go anywher tml stay home slp.
tired.
and maybe read up my books and assignments.
well end of stry.
gonna stop here .
bbye ppl..

bendanlicious.

start off sales seems slow.
worst case nt much stock over.
saded.
ate alot todaY.
was bored.
slacked and had korean food at the foodcourt with the new sammsung promoter too.
nite dinner had with another guy and her.
slacked.
LOLX.
after work met ling and eric up for supper.
hahaha
intially from a few of us become me and ling ling.
last min eric did not dissapoint us.
wahahahas.
in the end we headed over to that steamyboat.
laughs.
damn funny lah.
chit chatted laughters.
stupid mr woRMY!!!
hahaha
KAMIAKAZEEE BOOOMB.
lol
sound familer.?
worms game.
well lasy to update in details.
anyway.
do whatever that you are happy with.
i guess i have no comments.
i am tired.
time to bathe and go to my laland.
tml another shaggy day.

bye bye!
i wanna end all my silly thoughts.

bendanlicious..

had a wonderful but tiring day.
met adel in the morning as usual i was late.
lalas.
thanks for waiting.
we had a proper sot of breakfast lunch at bedok.
omg din managed to finish up.
headed down to harbourfront.
no sit in mrt.
=(
then played her ds with the puzzle bubble!
lol.
i promised i am gonna find the game or maybe get the link from her to d/l the game into sungs r4 and play it in my ds. =x
borrow from him quite long le.
hahahas.
laughs.
sound so bad.
become a even darker me.
haha.
went sch and when ricky saw me he was like did you cut ur hair nope i did not.
i just tied it up and clip.
lolx.
he says its nice.
but i finds it kuku becos of my frindge.
but both of them william also did saycan tell i darker.
issit? hahaha
good to hear tt.
hahaha.
after tanning we went vivo.
ate u mian b4 heading to sch.
LOLX.
the sun was nt bad.
hahaa.
enjoyed my time tanning at cafe delmar.
LOLX.
fun fun fun.
cant waitfor next week to come.
and we shall go once again =D
ADEL =D.
after heading to sch signed for notes.
slack outside smoking area with frens.
after that went for lessons.
ah this module more dead.
no group proj 2 is individual project.
bal same thy mcq and essay.
but mcq even harder.
lecturer even say all tricky.
he told us to becareful.
dang!!!!.
i guess i have not much time to waste some projects due on sep.
OMG!!!!
some pontank on our first break.
LOLX.
he almost give us two break but we choose to leave sch ealier instead.
haha.
so he let us go 945 like tt.
hahas.

step was telling me somethings which i felt that .
i dunnoe.
i guess like whats my thinking now has been simplified.
LOlx.

anyway last min met up with nini.
we wanted have the yummy dessert she been saying abt.
too many ppl.
no space.
lasy wait tired.
end up at mac.
chatted quite alot.

well.
to all my frens out there.
pls stay strong.
to WOMEN as well.
you might be reading.
no matter what you still can find me de.
all this are bits and pieces of parcel in life bah.
find one day out singing and drinking session to releax.
=)
hoped you enjoyed your trip though more money spent but at least let you releax abit.
rememeber i am here waiting for you to update me up with more things. =D
missed our days of saying each other.
chit chatting shopping and etc.
hahaha

i not replying to ur sms are good.
cause i find it abit stupid.
wake up wake up bah.
thats on one point.

to the other i guess its best to be like this now having no worries as wad i told her.
since life for you beens busy lately too and for me too.
just goin out with my frens shopping tanning.
i am sot off occupied with mainly alot things.
its like 2 quarter time its on my studies preparing for exam soon.
projects and so.
one quarter its on works rdshow and stuff and another one quarter its been on like.
outing with frens,tanning,shopping,singing,slacking,crapping,gossiping=X whoops. no la.
ok enough enough.
time to bathe and then trying to find puzzle bubble dl.
i wanna pLAY!!!!.
MR JUINO gave me a list of ds game but cannot find...
sigh...!!!
wth.
does anyone know whether ds has photohunt game?
hahaha.
tml working. sob.
nvm.
hahaha
good to have laughters at nite.
is our steamboat deal still on?
laughs.
got to check up wad time they close.
but omg.
gonna put on more weight again.
!!!!.
gosh.
well.
more updates soon..
BUAi...

nite nite.


Its 2.29AM now.
back after bathing.
i cannot slp.
stomach just feel super pain.
wth.
y been since the whole day.
well if i say i will be able to do it i guess i really would.
been thinking alot of things. suddenly alot things just come to my mind thinking alot.
simply cant say it out.
i guessed it had just to be that way.
cant d/l the game to the r4.
sigh.
stupID MR JUINO!!!!....
ARGHHHH!!!.
angry!!!!!.
nvm.

bendanlicious..

not feeling any better though.
guess i wan things to be simple with no worries.

gonna have some random pics up soon.
my head hurts.
i dunnoe why.

forgotten sk having his final paper today.
laughs not no heart la
=/
good luck.

got my location for this weekend le.
hope theres sales over there.

yeapy thankes daddy for buying those textbooks for me.
told him yesterday.
today he bought le.
ex 2 textbook cost 99.
omg.
better pass my exam.
yeapy tmr tanning with adel.
happy happy.
i wan sun.
no rain pls.

after tanning having sch at 7.
sure dead tired.
dang.!
nvm.
i wished i hoped everything would be back as normal.
=D
enough crap gonna pack my stuff and play ds and maybe read up abit and maybe even chat and phone and then zzz.
hahaha.
i wanna cut dwn on food liao.
too heavy le.

well gtg le.

taggies replys.
adel : okays will link you up soon...
yeapy tml tanning!!!!!take care... cya. =D

being inside maybe tough.
you got to be strong and i believe you could do it.
smiles and tml will be a better day.
=D

bbyee..

tired.
today am early went to few places.
hehe.

=(
got to control spending le.
dunnoe can last me through next week mah.
argh.
still waiting chanel to give me money but i doubt it would be fast sigh.
so dead.
PAY QUICK COME!!.
yawn.

waiting for mama to buy for me dinner and bathe.
watch tv and slp bah.
cancel all plans for tml.
not goin anywhere.
really tight liaox.
fri goin tanning.
next week wrking rdshow.
yawn.
wonder this weekend goin which outlet.
hahas.

enough rubbish gonna dissapear le.

bbyee.

bendanlicious.

head still damn pain.
feverish.
arghh.
went sch .
took the one dollar trip from mrt.
to save time.
super fast reach there.
after conclusion i think they earn faster then cab drivers.
laughs.
semester 2 first lesson started.
laughs the lecturer damn funny lah.
haha but stress. individual assignment come le.
group assignments too.
i think reading all this will make me bonkers.
but attending his lessons makes us laugh.
saw him in sch ... wth. faints.
nvm. gosh.

i hope i can really understand whatever i should for now be it in studies or so.
i am just so tired.
what happens if one day i really stop breathing or die.
are those words really what you meant.

bought sushi home after sch for dinner.
yummy.
damn full.
but now felt like vomiting after eating.
shitty.

had this strange dream the previous nite that is really weird.
but nah. who cares.
headach!!!!

accidentally knocked onto the cups of coffee drinks on my frens table so ps.
it spills over the table.
felt sorry though they say its alrite but sigh am really sorry.

anyway mine individual proj was asign to do on adidas branding. lolx.
they are so many branding but lecturer assign me this .
some did my working branding fujifilm. some did canon really alot of companies.
but we cannot choose.
LOLX.
well its alrite.
sport brand also quite fun.

okies enough.
i am going to bathe chat with vesper and off to lalaland bahs.
ciao ppl..
nites.

bendanlicious.

end up staying home today feeling feverish.
in the end din go anyway but home slack and slp.
tired.
tomorrow starting new semester of sch 2 more modules.
headach headach headach!!.
hack.
finally last month timesheet all done thanks to women =X
now waiting pay day quick come in.
plans for this week schling tanning working and outings.
sat will be having steamboat with some staffs after work.
Hahas..
hoping to get location not too far.
yawn.
watch why why why love i think.
nice show.
and sad.
laughs.

okay i wanna get the bag i think LOlx...
might pull someone along with me to see.
if possible before fri.
so even schling can use.
hur hur.

i wanna dye my hair...!!
but must wait..
omg..
ok i am waiting.
my hair too dry liao.
better dun anyhow.

gonna bathe and chat with frens on phone le bah...
bbye ppl. =D

maybe wad my fren says sounds rite.

DA BENDAN ZHU take care inside.
=/

bendanlicious..

last min we din meet them up supper.
simply too tired.
fun location to work at.
making me laughing non stop.
pui - pui pui pui pui!!!!.
wahahhahaha
=X.
new nicks for them got pui pui too pui pui pui and worms ..
wahahaha
being in low mood go there sure laughs.
alot people alot promoters and staff means alot sales.
hahas.

had fun goin toplaces like this hahaha long time din go that location le.
hahaha.
like one yr once.
=/
cause the last time i was there it was like last yr.
when i started fuji for 1 week.
bought 3 sweets thing put there very fast gone. hahah
but at sims more fast laughs.

sometimes i just wondered.
so what if i am happy?
is this the ways i wan things to be?
too tired to think.
time to bathe and go to laland.

i am just having the weird feeling i dunnoe.
how i wish. but do you know? i doubt.


byee..

bendanlicious.

yawn.
super full.
dead i think i really gain weight.
had subway for lunch with ling ling.
after wrk we dinner at bugis area steamboat.
wahahaha.
saw connie too.
so qiao.
as usual micheal ask wanna go drinking mah.
his treat.
laughs.
nono.
maybe meeting them tml nite supper.
yawn.

pls dun try anymore.
to those msges i dun reply cause i think theres no point.
aint it good for now?

tired.
dun feel like blogging anymore.
gonna bathe and slp.
updates when i have the mood again bahs.
=D.

nites.

Bendanlicious.

cried while studying last nite.
just couldnt remember much i dunnoe why.
keep writing and reading and writing but cannot remember alot.
slept at 630 in the morning.
i guess i give up after not being able to remember and went to slp.
my mind seems to be numb and not functioning.
wth.
feel like vomitting after having my breakfast.
should i really heed on mum advise ?
first 2 module wan die liao.
their eng super chim and plus i can die.
forget it. shall see hows paper ltr on first then decide.
hope dad will understand too.

ya i am stupid i am dumb.

study whole nite still know nth.
i hate it when i am alreaddy being irritated and you thinking you are so good in your course.
coming to say this and tt.
just care your own thing.
stop keep coming to piss me off..
if you are clever u wont need to study.
you dun know me so pls dun ever say things that is not me at all.
wth.
so act as u knw.
i am not interested off you telling me abt ur whole life thingy or so.
enough means enough.
dun come telling me abt ur dad company and what ur parents have given you.
totally i not interested at all.

crap.
change topic.



after exam maybe coming hm slp first .
see how haven plan anything yet.
super tired.

bendan bendan . DA BENDAN!!! LAUGHS.
if you see this i sure laugh till siao... WAHAHAHxx..

someones out off camp last nite.
super happy hor you.
Laughs!

SHITTY REALISED WHEN I KICK MY FEET TO THE TABLE LAST NITE.. NAIL gt the crack line.. DANG!!

ENOUGH. BACK TO STUDY.

good luck to me .
hope god really hears my prayer this time round .


bad bad real bad.
just as i expected.
sigh.
anyway after exam went meet fren dinner took an hr journey bus there dang.
after eating went home.
slack at home watch tv.
msning / d/l music.
chit chat on phone.
and slacked.
super tired.
tml got to wake super early again work far.
will be meeting ling ling to walk over.

HOPE SALES REALLY ALOT .. =D
guess gonna bathe and off to bed bahs.

having the weird kind off feeling.
dunnoe why and oh ya thanks xiong xiong help me print the sales report again to fax over for me.
=X


bbye..


bendanlicious..

din managed to slp and wake to study.
supposed to wake 7 in the morning to study.
but i hit the cancel button of my hp alarm.abit
few times.
i just felt like sleeping.
only managed to pull myself up 9 plus.
reading and reading.
am on my second cup of coffee of the day.
trying to wake myself to remember more things.

currently listening to this few songs .






tml paper hopes its not like the first which i totally dunnoe wad to write or so.
i no nth is easy but.
i hope to at least pass this two modules so i wont have to retake again.

new semester starting 14 juuly one module is consumer behavior.
sounds interesting.
LOlx.

trying to memorise memorise things now.. faint!!!!

meeting sk ltr to study again bahs. after his wrk.
yawn.
wonder next week which day can go tanning again.. =D

most prob we will do it more frequent one week once =D.

24-28.
having a rdshow.

followed by

28-3rd
another rdshow.

most prob doing both.
LOLX.

okies updates most prob tonite.

bbyes.

tried hard to study only can remeber some part of point form cantt really explain.

met sk at t3 . kuku din knw mrt direct link there i took skytrain.

then reach t3 there nth to eat
we took skytrain to t1.
wanna eat the food court food.
but omg
the smell of the food that i eaten smells like...
Ahhh! omg lah dun say liaox.
after that we went viewing terminal there sttudy cannot think of wher to study too.

bought yummy yummy mr bean ice cream.
lOLX...
he also bought same to try but he ate like dunnoe after how many mouth liao threw away.
not his type of food bah.
laughs.

tried hard memorising in the end he played my ds mario whooo crack on few more stages haha.. LAughs...

after that we went over simei had dinner and i took bus home...
here watching tv awhile gonna bathe and study bahss...!!!
headach
shit knocked my feet damn pain!!!!!

OUCHED!!!.

nvm.

yeapy looking forward to my next tanning session next week again..
LALALLAL!!!.

bendaanlicious.



bendanlicious.

speechless.

i wan bag bag. =(

i thought i was happy for a moment.

i dun wanna think anymore.

went for sun tanning.

morning rained heavily.

luckly sun came in quite sometime before it rained again.

still feeling as feverish.

its time to go.

byee.

bendanlicious.

managed to only pulled myself up from slp abt 7.
seriously i cannot remember much.
only know my head feeling damn heavy.
damn pain.
i think i am gonna be prepared for the worst.
hoping that this yr paaper would be a mircle to be easy and being to understand what the question ARE ASKING ME.
i really dun wanna fail.
most probably meeting dad lunch and he might send me over to sch.thanks to sung who partially woke me up too.
laughs.
i feel feverish now.
but who cares.
just simply feel like slping.
got to slap myself awake.
got no time to waste.


wish me luck ppl. =(

doesnt seem to be what i had thought.
when i flip open the paper simply dunnoe how to answer or where to even start or what to even do.
tried reading back and back.
i anyhow bomb my answers with 4 ps and the 5 process thingy.
sigh out of 8 they ask we all answer any five i answer 4.
plus anyhow bomb answers on mainly.
other students some even give up.
within first half hour. got few students hand up blank paper left.
i stayed on anyhow bomb here and there then give up.
met fren over pp.
had mac.
simply no mood plus slpy.
i dun wan just becos of this paper lead me to re taake the same whhole module again.
gonna slp soon .
dead tired.
got to study for fri paper i am really afraid.
as alot of us whatever we studied din really come out.
issit maybe its really too much topics to cover.
i really hope things goes out fine.
thanks dad who came over fetched me 1 plus for heavy lunch and send me to sch.
well.
my head hurts.
its still spinning.
still feeling the feverish in me.
might go tanning tml to releax before fri last paper.
gonna start new semester 14 july dang!!!...
alrite guess i gonna slp and wake again ltr to study again..

will be back with photos soon.


bbyes.

bendanlicious.

thank god.
for giving letting me be in this group.
=)
my two assignements one have B one have A.
god i really wished that you would help me through my two papers this week again. =)
woke up 10 plus in the morning online slack awhile help women do some stuff pack bag and get ready to meet sk.
on the way meet her awhile to pass my timesheet stuff.
had lunch with sk.
we went to eat pastamania.
omg.
the choice that i choosed taste weird.
it rained while we were walk to library.
went to bugis library went dwn and up in the end cannot bring any books in how i study .
dang.
sk went to search for his book in the end photocopied.
we went over to tcc.
studied there.
think he gonna vomit blood explaining to me as well.
laughs.
order potatoe wedges with cheese dips.
ice blended oreo dunnoe wad as dun have caramel tt i wanted finish.
duh.
studie and studies.
omg nth much in my brain
only 4ps
abit of swot.
bla bla bla.
enough.
met thomas up too as well.
we all had dinner over the dunnoe wad shop is tt beside chap 2 i think.
had ramen mushrooms.
xiao long bao.
hot and sour soup and and so.
damn funny.
ps things happen in there.
after eating decided to continue reading up more we slack over breko cafe.
i studied while sk and thomas was playing my game.
one on ds one on hp.
laughs till 11 30 plus we walked to bustop and bused home lOLX.

am gonna have a bathe and make some coffee to drink i guess.
and time to restudy to remember more thingy.

most prob tmr after exam gonna pia for my next module wan too.
haha.
dead.
help.
who could save me.
=(
saded.

too tired for anything now.
hum.
well.
bbye peeps.

its 4.13AM now am still struggling off with my studies.
i guessed i am dead meat really alot things.
came back onlined again this time round mainly all gone but sung still here.
drank coffee ate snacks.
i am so tired.
but i have to be awake to study.

well in this few hours i tried memorising 5 maslow's need
5 consumer decision making
7 product dunnoe wad
4ps.
swot.
trying to knw more on pest.
marketing philosophies.
and others.

i am so sleepy..
think am gonna slp for 2 hrs and wake to study again..
hope i can wake up..

=(

nites nites.



bendanlicious.

ITS 6.02PM now.
i am still stuck.
i hate memorising.
i swear.
too many things.
too little brain space to absorb.
i am just feeling super dead slpy.
dunnoe y.
keep sleeping.
wth.
AH!!!!!!
STAYED HOME TODAY TO STUDY BUT SIGH.
AS USUAL.
whoops.
might do a master trade of phone with my sis.
back to htc touch?
still thinking laughs.
cause my dad sign for a spare phone.
wondering should i not.
hahahas.
alrites.
enough crap.
i am so gonna pierce my ear again soon.
tml gonna meet sk and his fren again to study.
most prob study till midnite.
as tues having one paper liaox.
wish me luck ppl.

i hope all this wasnt a lie.
well getting more and more excited gonna be having more practical lessons.
i wanna book TP online cannot.
thhey bluff me.
SLAPS!!!
ARGH.
GONNA CALL THEM TMR And ask.
Angry!!!!

updates again ltr maybe tonite?
shall see.

is this the way things should be?
i doubt.


byye..

am back after last min supper out with yh wh yl vesper and another two person.
collected my sales report and time sheet from vesper.
lolx.
thanks.
though alvin say i owe him 6 cups of coffe and he says i owe him 4 cups.
omg.
met them over at aljunied same traIN.
make me run here and there.
then we took train to raffles.
waited upstairs for ling ling while they smoke and told me something funny.
pls hope it isn't true.
telling me that guy intersted in me.
nono.
LOLX.after she reached we went to find her and we walk over to boat quay.


they order alot dishess.
dunnoe wad toufu.
black peper beef thingy.
sambal kangkong.
fried sotong.
dunnoe wad egg thing . huge plate.
laughs.

plus our drinks and stuff total bill 80.
omg.
hahahas.
each of us paid 10.
and wh said see so good rite he absorb the gst.
lauGHS.

after eating me yanling and vesper we walked to the mrt.
as we dun wanna go drinking with them.
tml exam got to rush home study.
so i took a train home since its still early.
ling and vesper share cab home but they walked me to station.
haha.
reached home quite early was playing with camera.
after that fren called.
we chit chatted.
and i see book at the same time till abt 1 plus.
LOLX.
so tired.
after hang up phone went to bathe.
came out continue reading .
after coming out here wanna blog but lasy link up internet so just type out first.
after that sis came out watch tv.
noisy.
so went to my big sis room to study.
lie on bed read read read till zzzzz.
i think when i fall aslp its like 3 plus 4.
to realise i woke abt 5 when my big sis came home from barly.
lights intially was on become off.
book wasnt beside me waas on another side.
LOLX.
and was covered with blanket sleeping soundly.
haha
sis came home.
saw me slping she tok to me i blur wanted to go my rm slp when she said nvm she will be going out.
hahaha.
then awhile ltr.
i left to go my room lalaland.
tues exam le i really scared
important thing wheres my entry proof and my enrolment for next semseter.
haven yet to receive.
wth.

hungry.

dead.
gtg.

bendanlicious. =D





bendanlicious.

sometimes i just wonder.
will you be there when i need you?
do you really meant what you say?

no tanning today too tired.

woke up 10 mins to 12.
then smsed adel to see whether we still meeting them.
in the end we decided to meet to sho walk walk and me to study .
plans to watched movie too int the end we changed plan.
din meet the rest up as vic like doesnt wanna come out too as heis hair is botak.
laughs.

in the end met her at kembagan mrt at 230.
it rained.
omg
took bus there.
then headed down to city hall.
marina walked walked.
chit chat see clothes.
ate food and stuff.

nice tom yam noodle .
transparent color but yummy.
changed fish to chicken .
in the end realised the fish more yummy.
did not eat my chicken at all.
ate the tofu yummy. hahahas. laughs...
saw few jackets considered long in the end buy none.
bought a ozoz wallet red wan .
after shopping for long went to see movie slot not really matching timing so we headed to town walk walk.
ate dinner too at bbq something at cine with dessert.
adel fav red bean thingy.
not bad.
took neoprints .
laughs..
omg omg.
see liao LOLX.

my eye this few nights simply damn pain dunnoe y.
sigh haven receive my entry proof for my exam coming tues and fri.
plus my next semester enrolment form.
stupid la quick quick.
starting next 2 modules le..
faints.
so fast.
and my TP when issit coming omg.
most prob next week meeting up for tanning session again.
=D.
luckky we din go today.
it rained.
LAughs
thank god.

i wan to understand but i simply dun.

i guess i got used to the way of how things.

i am tired.
i am happy.
i am sad.
i am confused.
i am just being loved to be pampered.
i am noisy.
i am stupid.
i am silly.
i am who i am.

speechless.

byes.

nites.

bendanlicious.

super suay.
went to wrk today.
super dead tired.
sold cameras.
had fun chit chatting with them.
laughs.
had kfc for breakfast. mos burger for lunch and thats it. and had a ice milo treat.
laughs.
din eat dinner.
we was deciding 930 go home or 10.
in the ended up at 10 plus.
laughs made him leave at 10 too cause last min closing sales.
not as much today but alrite.
alot stupid idiot liar customers.
hate them.

i guessed theres nth for me to think now except my tp and each exam.
i feel moodless today..
bored.

hoped and wished.
updates soon.

bendanlicious..

sadd. lost the pics which we took !!!!! so we retook again but faint
finding ways to see whether able to retrieve back those pic thats was deleted away nt.
argh.
went sentosa today with nini and adel LOLX.
first time we 3 go.
hahaha.
damn funny ended up at cafe delmar.
hahaha.
enjoyed sun tanning like having sun burn now wth.
dots.
well till i found those pics that i deleted then uploade.
for now just uploade few pics bah.
most prob goin with ade b4 studying on sat again .
shall see.
like spend alot today but dunnoe on wad.
then we went bugis after vivo .
met the rest off the group up and headed to our old place for steamboat.
LOLX.
we intiaally wanted to go maybe another wan but they leaded us back there.
laughs.
lucky we did no booking but theres a space there for 7 of us.
hahahas.
i am so tired.
sleepy.
tml got to work.
and study.
headach geeting worst nt any better at all.
well nvm.
gonna cut short blog.
after steamboat we head over to arcade played a new game damn funny mainly of us all like taking balls to throw and hit.
hahahas.
funny lah..
after gaMES we left off.
wanted to eat something icy cold so wee ended up at bedok .
yummy .
and then took last bus home with jh.
took some neo prints with nini and adel.
omg its been so long since we took one together.
hahahas.
tired le laah time to bathe and zzz..
nites...

thanks fren for advice =)
appreciate them.
dun wry ..
laughs.







growing fatter been eating steamboat 3 days in the row... time to stop. faint..!

still hoped still wished.

byee..

bendanlicious.

WAHAHHAHAHAHHAH!!!!! omg omg
I AM SO DAMN HAPPY LAH....!!!
I PASSED MY ADVANCED PAPER FIRST TIME WOOHOOO!!!
=D ....
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! WHOOPS..
TP HERE I COME WAIT FOR ME.
HOPE TO GET MY LICENCE BY OCT LATEST?
HAHAHAA
INSTRUCTOR INSTRUCTOR WHERE ARE YOU.
I NEED YOUR NRIC TO BOOK MY TP.
DUN PLAY MISSING WHEN I NEED YOU.
LAUGHS
SUPER DAMN HAPPY.
bbut still sad over my hair.
seem to be damaged thats y not so straight but better then that alot.!!!
sad over few things but the most happy thing covers those!!!!!!!!!!!
hehehe...
thanks god for hearing my prayer =D.
received my card.. loves lolx..
REALISE THEY PUT MY SUR NAME ON IT TOO. SO ITS WEIRD
IT BECAME KHAZARDGERH KOH.
LAUGHS...!!!
WOhooo SUPPOSE TO BE STUDYING NOW BUT I TOO HAPPY AND SLPY.
TML WILL BE SUN TANNING DAY WOHOO!!!!!
GOIN SENTOSA WITH NINI AND ADEL.. =D
AFTER SENTOSA THE NEXT THING TO STRESS ABT IS MY EXAM NEXT WEEK SIGH.
REALLY HOPE TO PASS MY THIS TWO MODULES.
DRINKING MY HONEYDEW SOYAMILK NOW. YUMMY. THANKS MUMMY . lOLX

YEAY FUNNY THING IS ALVIN HAPPENS TO MSG ME ABT MY TIMESHEET SAYING HE FAX BACK FOR ME TO OFFICE . LAUGHS WHEN I CALLED HIM TO TELL HIM THAT I TOLD VESPER THAT OFFICE SAY CANNOT FAX I REMEMBER THAT TIME THEY WAS SAYING .
I WILL FAIL MY ADVANCED FIRST TIME.
THEN I SAID NO LEH ALVIN I PASSED MY ADVANCED LEH SUPER HAPPY .
LAUGHS.
THEN HE WAS LIKE OH. HAHAHASSS...
I WAS LIKE YEA YEAY I DIN KANA WAD U ALL SAY LAUGHS...
THEN WE BOTH LAUGHED.

I AM SLEEPY.
YAWNS.
I WANNA BE TAN TAN TANNER!! LAUGHS.

TRIED TIEING MY HAIR I LOOK MORE NERD WTH.
LOLX
FAINT.

CHATTING WITH FREN LAST NITE DAMN FUNNY TOK TILL CERTAIN TOPIC MAKE ME LAUGH TILL OMG.
WAHAHAHAHAS.
MY SUGGEST WILL BE TO MOVE ON BAH.
IF NOT IN THE END U TWO WILL BE EVEN MORE EH DUNNOE HOW TO SAY.
LAUGHS.
JUST REMEMBER WHAT I SAID.
=D

HEE HEE...

MISS MISS MISSING .
=)

SIMPLE SIMPLE SIMPLIFIED.
=x






i am trying hard to understand.
i really wwonders.
byes...

BENDDANLICIOUS...

i wanna scream!
I WANNA cry!
like i said i wanna slp forever who can grant me this wish.
i am so tired.
exam is just next week wth am i doing still knowing nuts abt it.
tml is my advanced theory hope i will pass.
who will really understand me?
in my heart i know what i want but well..
forget it.
i wan you.
just you.
will you be able to see this understand this ?
sigh.
wanted to take the first step out to realise i lost something.
how to even take first step.
am i thinking too much?
guessed not.
not feeling well this few days.
flu,sore throat,headach,felt like vomiting.
i am feeling horrible now.
who could make me smile for now?
anyway woke up at around 8 this morning and then for appointment.
heard some comments abt it making me feel more.. sigh.
well
picture shall say laughs!.
=/

went back there and vincent cut for me my frindge ..











do you really care?
will you really listen?
all i wan is to be happy thats it.
simple.

go away everyone and dun ever ask y.
i hate this.

maybe someday i will find some quiet place to cry and make sure no
ones ever find me there or see me.

bendanlicious.