Twitter UpdatesMonday, August 25, 2008
nice song. =) enjoy listening. 蔡旻佑 Evan - The Love I Know Lyrics 歌詞 作詞:Wendy H 作曲:蔡旻佑 one day someone X me What does love really mean to me I said how should I know I have never been in love before but there is something that I know it truly tortures when it comes to love And there are some things that I have seen love doesn't always shine and gleam If you wanna know what I think I think I'll tell you that I still believe Believe that one day it'll be my turn to fall into the mess I have seen before yeah~ one day someone X me what does love really mean to me I said how should I know I have never been in love before but there is something that I know it truly tortures when it comes to love And there are some things that I have seen love doesn't always shine and gleam If you wanna know what I think I think I'll tell you that I still believe Believe that one day it'll be my turn to fall into the mess I have seen before If you wanna know what I think I think I'll tell you that I still believe Believe that one day it'll be my turn to fall into the mess I have seen before The love I know I know The love I know oh~~ done with my projects. hope its what the lecturer wans. dun care already. thanks to those who helped me too. more and more deadlines coming up. each time i hear or see the wrd i just have a funny feeling. maybe is really i thinking too much? hope. haven been tanning last week and this week yet. hope wed got sun and we shall go. lols. mood hasnt been good these few days. mind and heart are as confused and mixed up. telling myself that i would be even be happier then before. but i still cant convince myself to adapt new things or try out or so. i have manny many thing i really wish to voice out scream or so but i just cant do it. thanks for frens whos been making me smile and so. stupid MR JUINO!!! my eyes is big enough liao LAhs... wont forget those words you say really makes me LOL. and the wan quan bu mei. LOLX. enough of this will be uploading pics soon. sometimes i just thought that y am i being silly & silly all over again. but theres only one wrd for that i can say. why cant i harden it up like how i did to others.! why is it always you. hope will hit sales targets over the weekend. =D byes. taggies reply. juino. -funny lahs! =X Adel. -will be deleting it soon. dun worries. =) bendanlicious. 12:15 AM
Saturday, August 23, 2008
met charboh and her bf at lot 1 shopping centre yesterday. woo. saw wad she bought. laughs. ger stay strong practice makes perfect. so just treat it that you will do better and pass the next time round. =) i was supposed to del it off. said is easier then done. but i forgotten abt it. yesterday and today rain so heavyly. making me less mood to go out. but end up yesterday went to pearlyn's 21st birthday celebration at jalan tech whye. got a lift from charboh and her bf there. whoo we make rounds and rounds before we reach there. hahahas as not familer with the place. when we reach felt funny dunnoe much ppl there. hahahas. in the end peggy joannae came. not that bad after all. well. HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO ZULIA AND PEARLYN. after eating cut cakes. she open all her pressy. so funny. each ppl take pic with wad they bought. we left at like 10 plus they send meto paya lebar mrt. off to meet them. at tanah merah. we went to bedok sempang. hahas. we ordered a rotijohn share and mash potatoe. whoos. but it was kind off raining. dang!! i am having craving for 85 market food lahs. super long din go. after eating we walked to playgrounds hahaha. here and there end up cant find any hdb sit down slack. sat at bustop awhile instead slacked. then 1 plus i took cab home. they was planning a zoo trip tml. dunnoe lei. lolx. my project who can help me seriously i am dead la. came home was chatting on phone till dunnoe wad time earlier this time round and zzzz to lalaland. he says that msgs could be ereased. but memories couldnt be. i know what i should do but me being too stubborn just cant change my stubborness. i felt angry. i felt sad. i felt like crying. i dun wanna look back anymore. time to go. byes. bendanlicious 1:45 AM
Friday, August 22, 2008
i dun understand. i really dun understand. can you tell me why. is this wad u wanted after all? do you know it hurts alot. maybe you dont and dont even care. i should have hate you. maybe. the days where u werent there. things happen which i didnt wanna elaborate. things always happen repeatedly. seeing some common things that happen to my frens around me makes me feel that all this are really bits and parcel in life. i remembered saying to them but i felt that after all it wasn't easy. you are the first that would make me feel this way. random pics. 12:18 PM
Thursday, August 21, 2008
some of them said i weren't myself. but i thought again. its the same old me. or issit really true abt the inside out thingy. lolx. i seriously dunnoe. anyway. met fren up dinner. slacked. home. search for assignment info. tv. new fren - leon. no tanning today could not pull myself up. tired. been having long chats at nite with frens b4 slping. as i dunnoe y i still cant really slp though i am tired. maybe its not easy to understand u. bye all. bendanlicious. 12:01 AM
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
lasy to update in detail. so just list out wadever i can think of now. last min decision to have steamboat with them. after that went down elsewhere wait awhile. after all we walked over to tm from tampines cc. laughs. walk walk. they bought ear studs for both their ears. laughs. went to hdb area sit down slacked. chit chats. after all we had funny thoughts walked over from tm there to tanah merah mrt. and took train home. on the way home bought pokka carrot and pocky. =/ bought snapple from cheers just now. yeapy they having promotion this time round. but paid 1.95 well they say its good that i buy a drink and i get to know a fact. fish has eyelids ah. lolx. lasy to continue as usual we tok craps. haas. that still makes us laugh. okays. gonna bathe watch tv and so. feeling sticky now omg. exercise mah =/ still thinking whether to go tanning alone tml. dead. i wanna watch the show 4hobia!! din manged to watch it today too. tags reply. juino. .normal expressions? =/ laughs. making me laugh hor. hahahas. whoops. =D bendanlicious. 11:47 PM
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
uploade pics soon. =) got a fren pressy yesterday a watch tt cost 1++ dinner with charboh at hongkong cafe at east coast. suppose to meet with vic there too. last min put aeroplane. waoh. nvm. we intended to go the pub first with our singing session but you know what. changed to dunnoe live band thing. terry was saying its a thai disco thing or what. dunnoe. rained super heavy. kill all our mood end up cab down to jazz singing and drinking. vic in the end din come as gt something happen at wrk bah. intially shopping for watch ended up i eyed on another watch. wah seiko wan. din thought i would like their design till i saw THIS!!! sigh. today almost changed my hp. laughs. lucky i controlled to not too. w580i red. whoos. looks nice lah. just simply dunnoe y this few nites really cant slp well. last nite like din manage to slp keep waking up. i hate it. wads wrong lah. i dun believe it will affect me. wake early this morning met rilly at mrt staation took bus over to office for morning training. after that we went down to town to shop lunch. bought a cardigon and a shirt hur hur. =) she bought a dress a shirt and dunnoe wad cant remember. lolx. had ehh this malay food thing nice chilli sambal with chicken vege and tofu. the chilli really power lah. at first i remeber taking a pic of it dunnoe y lost from the camera. danG!!! after that late evening went to sch. well. enjoyed his each lesson. nvr fail to make us laugh. next week gonna hand up assignment dreads. really got to do liao. they wanted to meet up steamboat last min but cant. schling. well. another day bahs. i seriously missed the days. i missed those little msgs. i donnoe why it became like this once again. are those little wrdings are just a text to you. i thought it wouldnt hurt this time but i still cried once again being silly. maybe from the start i didnt meant anything to you at all. cant wait to go tanning and swimming again. lasy to continue nites all. tags replys - amos .flooded my tagboard again. argh. juino .so wads with that face? wanna elaborate? =/ adel .thanks,tanning session pls. =D bendanlicious 12:52 AM
Sunday, August 17, 2008
[edited] theres nvr a wrd called perfect. if this is the picture that i see. i understand. maybe i should have let u go. met steph out for dinner steamboat and weorder heineken beer. just felt like drinking. but its like mainly i drinking. damn funny lah. that women service is bad omg. steph called her auntie laughs. after drinking beer not enough still drank vodaka breezer b4 i went home. feeling sleepy. i seriously feel so lost. my heart achs but i just dunnoe y. you could make me smile, laughs and crys for you. i wanna stop all my silly rubbish. pls tell me why? i dunnoe how to ask you. why are you doing all this. its bleeding once again. i hate this. if i am no longer important just tell me i will let go. maybe i am just super silly and foolish to believe ur wrds once again. i hate this world. i thought i was happy for a moment which i thought you cared. maybe afterall its all just empty words. nites all. Someone Who Lives In Your Heart lyrics Last night, I dreamt that you were beside me It seemed so real, that I cried When you touched me, you're my angel And you've given me wings And I'll fly away with you wherever you go Cause you've filled my heart and you've captured my soul And baby I want you to know If there's one thing in this world that I know is true It's the love that I feel when I'm thinking of you No ocean, no mountain can keep us apart Cause no one can take away someone who lives in your heart All out hopes and our dreams are alive I'll carry you with me through distance and time Nothing in this world can keep us apart No one can take away someone who lives in your heart And I know there's a million stars betwen us But they won't stop my longing To hold you and to kiss you How I love you And I'll find my way to you wherever you are Coz you're in my soul and you've got my heart And your love will carry me on If there's one thing in this world that I know is true It's the love that I feel when I'm thinking of you No ocean or mountain could keep us apart Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart All the hopes and the dreams are alive I'll carry it with me through distance and time No one in this world could keep us apart Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart laughs. randoms funny pics. upload this few now first. more to come soon =/ 12.30am now. anyway i just seem not to understand anything. i just need pills that is real strong that could makeme slp well. i just dun know why cant slp well this few days. i was tired but dunnoe. okays nth much to blog abt today. i am goin mad soon on projects. last min meet jun.sung.his godsis up for some chats and finger food as it was late le nth much except chu chao food. so ate nuggets instead. i wanted some alcohol but its alittle weird drinking there too end up after eating went 7-eleven wanted buy snapple to drink. dun have. so bought vodka lime - breezer one instead. sttupid guy look at me, after that say i/c pls. i din bring i/c so lucky sung godsis has hers. lolx. took bus home with jun chit chat and stuff. waiting for mon to come so can drink with them and stuff. lolx. =D. reach home bathe washup. took some crasy phots. uploade few. laughs. with my beloved donkey too. haas. damn funny. anyway crap. this few days seems like not myself dunnoe why too. hack well. next week busy week. after mon plan. tues - go office training for show. after that most prob going with rilly to town meet zulia out shooping. as zulia wanna shop for her clothes for her bd. nite - sch. wed-sch thurs- maybe tanning? hope so. fri-sch. sat- omg two frens celebrating 21st birthday. one at west one at east. dateline for individual proj will be like up in 9 days.! wonder hows nini in her travelling? everything well? hopes her trip is a very fruitful wan and be safe. no matter how bad things are or so remember to smile. everything will be alrite. =) thats me bah. lolx. bendanlicious. 12:54 AM
Saturday, August 16, 2008
its 2.38AM now. so sleepy. but just to add on some updates. yawn. morning out for tanning session. after that supposed to be at jun house doing ice cream cake. last min cancelled. but we still end up at jun house first slack. he was playing his piano. hahas. he played us afew song to hear. not bad nice nice. lOLX. after that watched the 530 show. 1 hour later bug them out to meet aisung quick for dinner. hahahs. was hungry and dead slpy. bag heavy. super duper dead lah. had cabonara sausage lOLX $9 dollars. haas. at bedok sempang? hahaas.. after eating and slacking. we headed over to the playground. wah. we talk alot of funny topics. wahahaha. about our groups ppl. opinion of each other. who we rank first to last of career or in life that will sucess. marriage. wad should we change. good point bad point. really alot of things . haha while waiting for vic. then we walked over from tanah merah to bedok since we got the time. slack under hdb. after that went coffee shop drink and eat abit. wah after hearing vic telling us abt his ns life. abt tekong and those stories. wah. superly eery lah. thinking back off those he say really scares me but still knowing is scary i still wanna hear. hahahas. last min terry join us. he went home drive his mum van out? hahaha. last min decided to go with them. we went bedok jetty. hahas. they bought beer there? and vic purchase the prawn cracker thing frm the lady selling there with her daughther and husband. hahaha. drank quite abit but i am alrite. hahahas. they keep making sounds or funny ways just to munch the cracker loudly to make me eat espicially terry!! sung they all. wah. i only had one piece. lOLX. sit terry drive the vehicle is scary but exciting LOLX. overall today is a fun and enjoyable day with vic updates. finally managed to see himm after some time. =D. after eating their stuff finish and so wanted go toilet. so we all headedtoilet together.. remebering those wrds damn scred. we used the handicapped toilet instead. haaas. terry send us home. LOLX. well vic accompanied me up lift to 16 floor seeing me go in before he left. well i told him its okies to just send till dwnstairs lift but he knws that i am scared too. hahahas. i think he is more scared as all this scary stuff mainly he witness it inside. thanks anyway =). i really dunnoe wad happen. but if so pls let me knw at least where are you. i am starting to get worried. hope that i will be able to get a good nite sleep after some drink tonite. head spinning. dunnoe y. well gonna bathe and zzz lalalaland. lasy update le. lastly. simply stay away. no point toking to me on msn asking me this and that or so or wadeva. being the way like now for me doing whatever i like or so is still better. anyway byes. nnites. bendanlicious. 3:25 AM
Thursday, August 14, 2008
have no energy. went toilet to clear system. more no energy. tried to slp once again hard. i am tired. but just cant slp. dunnoe why. its just strange. why would i have such dreams. watch tv andslack home once again. din have lunch. whole day only had biscuits. on diet. lolx. but most sinful wan is steamboat. ahhh!!. happy birthday ling ling. hope you like the birthday cake we got for you. LOLX damn funny la. last min vesper and yong he did come. hahaas. so me thomas sk vesper sot of plan without her knowing we arrangevesper to go buy swensen ice cream cake. hahaha. we are the last to leave the steamboat place so ps. LOLX. well after that yong he send me home. ling they all went to dunnoe who bd there clarke quay they drinking to say hi n bye . well. me sk yong he went home. =D tired slpy. blog awhile gonna bathe and zzzz tml morning gonna wake early tanning. after that most prob goin over jun there doin ice cream cake. sounds fun. hope everything is follow as plan. LOLX... i just dunnoe y suddenly suddenly things like start to change. i dunnoe if i am thinking too much. did something happen. can you pls tell me. i guess will update more on pics and stuff tml maybe. request off this coming 2 weekend. i am tired. maybe i really got to do my projject assignment le. i am starting to get more and more worried but sigh i guess afterall i cant do much. mon finally meeting up vic and charboh for drinking session for once to releax bah and dinner. supper tired. i hope you are doing well inside. i am not being silly but maybe its like wad my fren says. its love? dunnoe . The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting Could it be that we have been this way before I know you don't think that I am trying I know you're wearing thin down to the core But hold your breath Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find You're impossible to find This is not what I intended I always swore to you I'd never fall apart You always thought that I was stronger I may have failed But I have loved you from the start Ohhhh But hold your breath Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find It's impossible So breathe in so deep Breathe me in I'm yours to keep And hold onto your words 'Cause talk is cheap And remember me tonight When you're asleep Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find You're impossible to find bendanlicious. 12:15 PM
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
will tmr be a happier day? i hope so. DA BENDAN! wru. MIAED? well. byes. bendanlicious. 10:00 PM
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
back from school. each time i attend his lessons it really makes me laughs. damn funny. lucky to have a lecturer which is not so bored this semester. during this period thought of nth else but laughs. hahas. whoops sounds like a idiot. gonna have lots of frens birthday coming up. oh my. ling ling. pearlyn. zulia. and who else did i miss out. well tmr hope sun is real strong to bring out a darker tanner color on me. =D swimming and tanning. whoos. i guess its only during swimming my mind wont think of other thing bahs. well. god pls let there not be rain tmr. amen. after shopping? LOlx. dunnoe. pink phone tempting. LOLX. gosh thurs nite might be having steamboat again with audio sims and liangcourt ppl. celebrate ling ling bd. dad came home gave me a biscuit which is a jap style kind in dunnoe wad animal gonna take pic and post it up. laughs. bought snapple apple on the way home not bad. but the drink keep dripping sticky. eee. today din eat much. no breakfast and dinner. just had udong tom yam lalas. and drank snapple and 100 plus lemon. feeling full. hope i could loose some weight. anyway gonna bathe watch tv chit chat and zzz le bah. i guess i am not thinking much but well. if it is or so. ah shall not elaborate. bendanlicious. 3:46 PM
Monday, August 11, 2008
i miss him. nites all. tired. enjoyed my day. nice show touching indeed. waiting for the 4 something scary show. update soons. byes. weird things always happening. bendanlicious. 12:27 AM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
i am tired. rdshows making me mad. nvm. tired. alot to update but simply too tired to blogg out wad happen during pass few days. will update soon i guess. just for tonite. after work met up with jun and sung terry drove together with one of their fren. which i dun remb seeing him in ite before. i dunnoe. lolx. we went to siglap hongkong cafe! yummy laughs lots of funny things happen. they wanted make me tempted to eat the toast bread peanut which i crave for but nono. my food was the last to come sigh. but it was yummy lah the soup. they drank sung and jun was like yum yum its tasty! laughs. had honey lemon =D gonna have a busy week. laughs tml most prob after having enough slp meet them out. get stuff for doing ice cream cake at jun house. he he.! i think its gonna be fun and yummy laughs. okays enough gonna bathe and have more updates with fren on phone chit chatting. be back real soon. upon hearing those i keep thinking twice are they true? i guess i am trying to get used to it. anyway gonna go bbyes. bendanlicious. 12:28 AM
Thursday, August 07, 2008
will update soon. will be working rdshows again frm tml. super dead tired. well gonna end here. time really pass real fast. god pls help me with my assignments projects. amen. will i hear from you tml? its been a week. had strange weird dreams which i wished its just some imaginations. dreams doesnt come true anyways. guess its been a tough training for you. misses. nites ppl. bendanlicious. 10:37 PM
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
If I Were You - Kyla I look in the mirror, with you in my arms And I see a reflection Of a smile that says you believe in love And just for a moment, I drifted away But I couldn’t stay cuz A hint of love, a bit of fear I’m tryin’ to say If I were you, I wouldn’t be here If I were you I would stay right where you are I wouldn’t come near this broken heart Just turn around and leave here And find someone who won’t hurt you Make sure that she still believes in love Cuz I think my heart has given up If I were you, I wouldn’t be here Ooh yeah I’m tryin’ to protect you From the lies that your heart tells Even though it says that you love me All I see is pain and misery Seasons may change But I can’t forget the days of old My heart ached when you walked away I said I’d never love again If I were you, I wouldn’t be here If I were you I would stay right where you are I wouldn’t come near this broken heart Just turn around and leave here And find someone who won’t hurt you Make sure that she still believes in love Cuz I think my heart has given up If I were you, I wouldn’t be here The days go by And I feel that you could make me happy Time goes on And I feel that love is at my door And though I tell myself that you’re the one Who said those words before Thought it hurts too much I can’t trust in love Again Again If I were you, I wouldn’t be here If I were you I would stay right where you are I wouldn’t come near this broken heart Just turn around and leave here And find someone who won’t hurt you Make sure that she still believes in love Cuz my heart has given up If I were you, I wouldn’t be here If I were you I would stay right where you are I wouldn’t come near this broken heart Just turn around and leave here And find someone who won’t hurt you Make sure that she still believes in love If I were you, I wouldn’t be here If I were you I would stay right where you are I wouldn’t come near this broken heart Just turn around and leave here And find someone who won’t hurt you Make sure that she still believes in love My heart has given up Can’t be here If I were you, I wouldn’t be here If I were you I would stay right where you are Cuz my heart has given up If I were you, I wouldn’t be here Ooh I wouldn’t, if I were you I wouldn’t be here Oh oh oh 12:50 AM
Monday, August 04, 2008
nice nice songs!!! loves them!! omg bernice overall sales under olyumpus all staff plus herself sold 100 over plus sets to claim. laughs. faint superly scary. under my name got 40 plus. gary not too sure but alot ppl. still gt canon promoter sony casio samsung sony and alot alot. some brand like our 2 promoter one brand. plus staff like near 20 ppl at cam department haas. see alot familier faces there. hahahass.. some customers omg sigh dun wish to explian too. too long to explain. and some funny things always happen .. enoughed. cut short after work. headed to mrt with mr muffin mr worms gary bernice to mrt. haass. home bought sushi to eat. dinner din eat much. shared with candice jvc promoter one box of food. reached home did nothing much eat finish bathe chit chat slacked and zzzz. lalaland. uploaded few random pics which i saw. random pics. still deciding whether to meet steph up ltr anot.? super tired. lasy to go out. yeapy. most prob plan of the week. tues-projects , schs. wed-tanning and outing. thurs-dying hair and meet up with char boh to submit my timesheet. fri-sun-working at rdshows. staying strong =D. oh ya i was suay to saw my enemy of the chinatown rdshow. -.- dunnoe pureply lucky or suay. argh. he is an ass.. hate hate hates.! fingers are getting much and much better.=D bendanlicious. 1:02 PM
Saturday, August 02, 2008
dead tired. just loves the new shop at new location upstairs. looks damn big huge and cool. wah the design. omg. tired. shall end. i believe we could do it. =/ nites. byes. bendanlicious. 11:22 PM
Friday, August 01, 2008
[EDITED] having super painful stomach cramp. been eating medicine since yesterday. went to pharmacy during wrk to get it. sales intially damn slow. boring. slacked at there. chit chat and eat. time passed faster though. haha. see alot ppl eat ice cream i also wan dang but cant. wTH! ate the mee sua thing.mac.black pepper beef rice. laughs. yummy. lucky managed to sell 6 sets. bored. no energy to go anywhere so headed home. well the week has arrived. guess only way is to hear from you updates nextweek? take care. woke up early this morning like 8 plus. stomach still damn pain. but i am gonna get ready for tanning session. cant go into pool to swim this time round. =( nite schling? bored. sigh updates again. bbyes. weird feeling no wrds could describe. was late .. =X today sun was good. hahahas. at least does see changes in color. today tanning for me is mafan well. its the once a month thing again suay. so din go into water. took water to play instead. sigh =D din went sentosa we went elsewhere tanning.. haas. adel so is wed on? LOLX after all did eyebrow shaping wah damn pain LA!!!. k enough... dead tired. fingers looking more and more scary but recovering le. i think i am gonna die. hungry. waiting for my dinner dad buying for me. at this timing more alike like supper. lolx. tml and sun working dead. be back tml bah. nites ppl. bendanlicious.. 9:12 AM
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