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ended up not going anywhere last night.
high fever.
no appetitie in eating.
now alittle better.

was felling damn unwell till i cried. omg.
headach.
throat alittle pain.

msged him thinking that he wouldnt reply.
but yea he did.
its like previous month back when i was sick.
he was there.

now all i ask is that my illness to be cured quick.
i cant be sick now.
having to wrk till sun.
pls.

slp wake.
then went back to slp again.
now am here blogging while waiting for my turn to bathe.
okays time to get ready for work.
hope sales will be better today.

miss miss and MISSED!
i know i could do without you =)
but its just that whenever i think back i start to miss those days back.
whenever am with you i wouldnt even think of him.
you have your own ways of making me ssmile.
ya
how i wished it was past then which i would learn to cherish and ya.

sales damn bad today.
sian.

had ice kachang during wrking timing.
seeing the colours mixed up it makes me smile. lols. weird uh
din feel like eating much.

shared with joanne alittle ya kun bread.

after work 3 plus.
went to food court.
wanted korean food.
but ended up had nasi padang.

din finish up rice.
lost quite alot appetite dunnoe y.
its like woo last nite i slept through din eat dinner feeling super dead.

came home after wrk.
din feel like going anywhere.
so bused to station and trained home slp till dunnoe wad time.
mum came home.

so qiao she gt buy duck rice.
but just eat alittle duck and 2 to 3 small scoops of rice.

was reading through something and the april fool day thing just pass through my mind.
back then when we were chatting he suddenly said quick call ambulance.
he fell and sprain his back or something in toilet and his army mates are not there.
i panicked.
and was so lost for words.
only remembering telling him huh. really not dun bluff me ley.
he kept saying no really.
at that point i was afraid what happen if its true.
ended up he said APRIL FOOL.
i was like totally wth.
i really thought its true lah.

anyway.
tml sales must be better.
if not die.

runs.
time to sleep soon.

byeess

i feel quite feverish again.
why i thought i should feel more refresh since i came home to slp.
yesterday end up no go ssun tanning.
most prob shall go next week when i have my next off.
the sun at the starting point did not seem good but to realise ltr on it was. OMG!!!

but ended up went steamboat with pearlyn last min decision.
ate super alot.
its like macham whole stomach bloated.
walk also seem like wanting to vomit.
hahas.
we ate very slow.
but theres this group went in just then lesss then half an hr and left.
lol.
everyone stunt.

after we left.
we saw this charboh in fabulas tan wah super chao ta.
is super lahs.
plus we agreed on one thing that her ahem is fake.
where got so big wan sia.#

we walked over to bugis street also saw her.
bought 3 items at bugis street.
but no skirts that i really really like so far.

this few mths has been like siao for me.
keep having small little new illness then to like fever or wadeva.
wth is wrong with me.

went for rdshow earlier on yawn.
sian.

had tom yam dong fen.
issit becos of the food.
but its weird lah.
sometimes just dunnoe what i allegic to certain stall food eat like feeling feverish.

after shopping yesterday met kelvin to go dwn to the location to see.
then trained to eunos.
trim hair.
16 dollars fly.

feel like doing something to my hair now man.
change color?
even if i wan thosee wave thing i saw have to wait my hair longer better.
after cut hair walked down to jun house.
suddenly had the craving of drinking red wine.
so sung me and jun meet.
and then ltr part jh came too.
i thought i wouldnt eat anymore as steamboat will be one full day meal but end up they cooked spagetti and i ate it too with some snacks.
woot.

drank more then all hahaha but i am okay.
we went over cheers to buy not that great if i know should have gotten the workplace i suppose to wrk wan buy there taste better and price same or cheaper also.
lol but lazy carry.
walked home.
reach home feeling damn hot.
dots...
and the red wine effect was wah..
cannot tahan.
airconed through again bathe and zzz through till this morning.

went workplace the boss of the wineshop uncle walked pass by counter saying still got red wine can go dwn drink laughs.
heard from joanne after we left yesterday he says that i can drink by the way how i hold to drink and stuff.
lols.

going to bathe and get ready soon i guess to meet poh up.
945 dunnoe where to eat and chat and pass her some stuff.

while lieing on bed last nite i felt super dot.
woo.
i hate it when each time i try to take a step but ya.
okay wadeva.

i know i hurt too many people so i guess this is what i deserve.

i am tired.
i am dieing soon.
stupid illnesss pls i beg you just go away from me.

i always wanted to try to hate but.
well is just not me.
if i really choose to hate something i will hate it for life.
but when i want to try to learn how to hate the person is hard unless.
you really go over the limit too much.
i also dunnoe wheres the point of too much.
aiya dunnoe.
just like that.

not only i liked this song but the mtv seems emmmm how to explain. dunnoe bah just watch it and you will know.=)

okay nvm even the embed code wanna play me.
update soon.

okays leaving for now.
byes.

after reading a few of my frens blog.
espicially for one who just got out from a long term relationship.
which all the while in mindset kept thinking about going back into one move on that fast.
is that what you really wanted?
or you just needed just someone to be there whenever you are alone.
i dunnoe.
okay nvm enough of it.
just be happy with your decision.

well.
woke up 9 plus.
looking out seeing whether got any powerful sun before i get ready to go out for tanning!
its been long since i tanned.
really hope the sun is super strong today.

tml to sun will be working le.
feeling so dead.

sometimes i just thought what was the outcome if i chose the other routes.
will i be back at square 1?

they tell me that when a guy is sober to know what he is saying.
at that point of time he is speaking the truth.
and yas.
i think its alittle true.

thinking back
lucky i didnt do the stupid thing.
as afterall i just needed time to adapt can i think i can de.
frens just stop reminding me of the past and i shall be thankful.
=)

thinking again.
she used to be the one who will always be there when i am sad.
a call would bring her down.
but its been a yr since.
still counting on to the 8 to 9 yrs.

the quarrels and so used to bring us back within a week the most or so.
things changed but will never forget.

sun pls dun hide anymore.
dun see much sun for now..!!!
quick come out!!!
RAR!!!

oh ya happy to say that finally the rdshow for that location ended omG!!
yea.
no more naggings.
both husband and wife is naggy omg.

worst then my parents.
LOLS.
well
time to end here and get ready soon...
WOOOT!! HAPPY!!! SUN HERE I COME!!! WEEEE!!!!


byesss

i thought that peoples audio was niao enough.
but i realise this week show dealer was superly niao until cannot niao lah.
nvm
free gift pack only 4gb and case.
screen protector still wan sell customer.
then worst case still teach us how to do sales?
ROAR!!!
Lucky today last day of show if not i will go crazy.
cannot touch hair.
cannot drink.
cannt use phone.
cannot explain to customers everything.
If not they will not buy.
duh.
wth.
the only two who could help us.
always take turn to disseapear if not both gone cant find.
!!!!
first and the last time.
RAR!!!
irritating....
don need special request for the show.
DONT WANN! KILL ME ALSO DUN WAN!! =x
despite niao free gifts and stuff total sales yesterday got more then 10 sets.
super dead tired.
din go jeremy's 21st birthday chalet yesterday.
sorry really dead tired.
HAPPY 21st bd anyway dun think he will even see this but nvm.
laughs.

eyed on a few new shows.
some out some haven.
friday the 13th.
the uninvited.
ghost girlfriend past.
ice age.
aliens bla bla.
woot.
well...

and oh ya not to forgot..
i am so into the mickey mouse cafe thing lA!!!
CHARBOH lets goo!!!!...
wooss...
haaas.

am thinking of tanning tml...
damn long nvr tann liao.
plus tml my only off this week.
and feel like going bugis shop laughs =/
dunnoe man...
shall see how things goo wooo....
gtg get ready for work.
updates soon.

byesss.
=)

yesterday watched the snipper.
okays ar not bad.
alot of shooting scenes....
had nachos yummy.

after that shopped around got an st louis bag omg.
it was like 40% off i dun believe i will buy this brand too.
but nvm.
design is not bad got black color again.
=)
easy to maintain.
easy to match.

we went to the new shopping centre at tm thinking of going the shop of japan clothes.
wow.
no need queue to go in finally.
but like nth much.
espicially no skirt arrr..!!!
okays nvm.
we dinner at a coffee shop.
$1.80 chicken rice.
lols.
diao...

irritating but expected.
me: took the plate of rice to the stall uncle , errr where your chilli ar...
uncle: go take from that uncle there la..
me: diao... huh wad uncle.
uncle: there la there la.
me: pissed! forget it.
uncle: go the other side take la same.
me: FORGET IT!!!
uncle: after sometime this guy holding the chilli walk over then that uncle called him said i wanted chilli.
me: then good loh.

OMG really the service of $1.80 chicken rice.
=.=

trained home after we eaten chit chatted.
tired.
bathe.
pack stuff.
slept.
as the day b4 couldnt slp well.

today waked at 9.
get ready for work.
eat.
bused down super long journey.
reached there.
no one was there ask cashier where to get booth keys.
she also dunnoe then she asked the aunty demo cooking selling pot thing or dunnoe wad wan.
she gave me the boss i think number.
called him and said he will reach in 5min time so waited loh.
wah.
seriously the people there or customers should i say do you think you are big shots.
the way they talk superly sarcastic.
bloody hell.
then the dealer also weird but nvm starting cannt tahan the charboh. end up nvm.
not my concern just hope this show quick end can le.
the customers all wanna make meee blood level vessel burst i think!!! shitass!!!!!

yesterday i almost wanted to do something stupid but someone stop me.
and lucky that rotten tomato did stop me.
laughs.
the 170.5 person =x LOLS.

what do i really want.
staying like this was what i wanted from the very past.
but realising that it might turn out to be something different.
so i changed my mind set where those few around me managed to make medecide to go for it.
but to realise that everything was a joke.
ya.
a joke.
from the start to the end was this what you wanted.

staying strong and continue to smile is what i can only do.
i know i could do it.

been working rdshows and roadshows.
omg.
today gonna work till sun.
mon alittle offday for me.
then tues to sun working again.

i feel like a retarded kid man.
sad on the inside.
smiling outside.
no one knows how will i ever feel.
well thats not important.
i hate myself for my way of doing things.
knowing ppl meant good things but i will just do things on the opposite and stuffs.
well....
thats me.

he being the second one that could really control my emotions.
be it happy smilling angry or crying.!!

okays enough!!!
timee to bathe and lights off..
byesss..

comed to a decision.
that we should stay as how it should be .
frens.
yes.
thats it.

my plan for todays been runined.
toally no mood.
my fault.
i spoiled everything.
yes evrything.
nvm.
no night safari anymore.

i am sad but wadeva.
its no longer important anymore.

i cried.
but would it even helped.
no i din even think that i would even cry.
its just not me.
knowing in such situation.
my thinking was it would even leave any feeling towards it.
but no.
i fell alittle for it.
but no more.

i din cherish it.
i know its my fault but you just keep insisting.

anyway plans for later on.
i am gonna catch the shopholic which i so wanted to watch it.
and maybe singing after that?

i guess i will still miss you.
you treated me too good.
but maybe i am just spoilt.

well.

byes...

ITS likefreagging 3:41AM in the morning LUH!!.
i guess everyones sleeping at this timing.
But why am i waking up at such an hour not being able togo back sleep.
my headach still nt cured..
wth.
my vomiting symtoms still here.
ah sharks.
still on my medication.
been eating those medicine till i even almost vomited as well.
hate it.

was slightly alittle better today.
thanks for yoro and ice that helps me last min take over work to cover me if nt i sure die.
day b4 during my mc went back office to borrow some stuffs.
chatted with kelvin alittle.
dropped me at bustop.
bused home.
reached bustop vic called to ask whether still meeting to get the pills.
i said okays.
meet straight away lasy go home and come out again.
so walked to mrt.
trained down to bedok.
meet him for dinner.
yucky meal in had.
its becos the yong tau foo without chilli so it tasted damn awfully weird.
after eating we went to ntuc.
bought some sweets and drinks.
oh ya i guess the honey lemon from bedok is still the best lahs.
bused home.

today went to work.
feeling slightly better.
reached there after helping out and stuff headed food court as usual bought the ba chor mee kway teow soup.
i always sure eat that when at there.
then dinner was pearlyns mum some little dishes with rice and the auntie mushroom.
wahhaha....
not bad luh.
had abitof pop corn chicken and fries b4 end wrk.
shared among me and pearlyn.
signed a new telephone line with singtel.
freagging angry that m1 always overcharge me i knw that i dun use that much.
nvm we shall see.
the people is goodd.
lucy they are kind enough to waive this and that so just paid for the phone for f480 pink.
paid 198.
but i guess its worth getting as i got the student plan for the unlimited sms.
signed on the 40 plus plan which seems quite worth it.
phones still charging.

sigh gonna have to control my spending.
pays not in yet.
sian.
looking forward to fri to go night safari with him =)
hope it will be a enjoyable one since its been long i have been there.
sales is more quiet theren yesterday as peggy and edda they all says.
well.
forget it.

having cravings for shilin mee sua.
maybe i shall have that for lunch tml?

okays time to go.
byes.

will be back.

my whole body is just feeling freagging hot.
wth!
what is happening to me.
is really sick lah.
reminds me tt day me and yoro time jokingly i say scarly cant wrk on sun.
and bloody hell.
i really have high fever.
38 degreee like that.
doctor say isdueto stomach flu.
but the main thing after eating medicine my running nose is okay but my fever!! RAR!!!.
no use.
waste alot money thought yesterday thought that maybe is just minor problem buy some medicines from pharmacy will help but no lah!!.
best thing.
i cant slp.
the medicine like dun give me impact of feeling drowsy.
whole day in bed today!!!cold and hot.
!!!! dead.
phoned with him awhile.
=)
tired ar..!! i wan slp but shit ass.

anyway time to bathe dinner and try going back to slp.
if really cant will need to like freagging go find victor tml to get some sleeping pills from him to solve my problem.


nites all.
=)

small little outing.
enjoyable one.
=)
but i am seriously sick sick to the core.
keep running nose.
headach.
cough.

been very busy lately.
cut story short.
wel.. had my off today.
met him up.
we went over to lido to watch movie.
damn funny.
walking from cine to lido.
exercise ar.
jackie chan movie.
we din find it fantastic.
well.
after that initial plan was to catch a second movie the one i wanted to watch conffessions of shoperholic.
spelling error.
duh.
nvm.
is like after dinner we went to queue for tickets.
end up left on second row wan.
RAR! end up no watch.
we slacked.
went borders walk walk sit dwn talk.
went home.
hahahas. damn funny.
he lose a bet so end up.
only we knw lah =x.
we had tempeyaki at food republic.
omg.
spell wrong again nvm.
fulling wan.
suppose to meet them as they called ltr on but simply too sick.
i guess i am gonna slp soon.
so dead lah.
tired.
argh cant think anymore.
bought from guardian pharmacy medicines cost up to near 30.
dots.
nvm.
shall end here tml morning got to wake super early for driving lesson b4 work.
i am seriously dead lah...
okays bye all.

looking forward to fri.
we might be going night safari.
hur hur.
happy little pampered gerh.
=D

ahh!! next whole week work work work only fri off.
sian.

gone.
nites all.
be back soon.

lena.