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nth much to blog about .. only know my hp smses just keep coming in and in non stop...
anyway met woman after her work and we went to do pedicure... lols this is a real funny part where we walk shops to see which got space can do for 2 person at the same time rather one telling us one at a time need wait 3 hrs to complete..we walk far east 4th flr and then 5th floor then back to 4th flr again to do nails at least this shop classic is 30 dollar butcan do 2 person abt same time while i just wait for abt 15 min for another manicurist...

damn funny part is a older lady quick do for chirst starting point she damn happy till we decided
to do two big nail art on our toes.. lolx... starting point saw the lady draw the flower thing like not too bad but it turns out damn huge on her toes wahahahaha ... her face totally change hahaha pek cek haha.. even then manicurist doing for me laughs... well mine not that bad quite like it and i tried a new color i din try before is somesot of baaby bluee hehee... in the end she did like french but using silver tip with her dark purple base... well she pluck her eyebrows and in the end she have to buy a $9-90 slipper wAhahaha... damn funny... she wearing office wear she change her heels to slipper as her heels will destroy the pedicure.. lolx.. after that we shop awhile and went to bedok buy some food then go to cc there sing song.. hahaha superly long din go le...

SUperly funny thing one of the mic got problem the women after bringing in 6 mics still went out to change duh... wahahahaha take a super long time to do le then come in put .. hahahaha makes us LOLS....anyway we sang till 11 plus.. then took bus hm..
































time to zzz liaox... dead sleepy...

nites...

bendanlicious..

bye bye to my fake lashes..
went for 2 appointments today to wash off my fake lash and indoor tanning...
after that i went to bugis body shop awhile to bought the perfume thingy and the body gel for my after tanning for my body to cool dwn..
after that chiong home bought food rush here and there eat fast fast went bathe then out to rush for sch.. was alittle late but nvmm now superly slpy gonna bathe and zz soon.. was so bored at lesson... nth much to update but i just really dun understand why suddenly ppl around me started to change funnyly to me...

wwhatever things i wanna do no one can force or stop me hear that? if i dun want means i dun want .. i also how to discribe this funny situatiONS that i am in too many things coming in and out of my life now..

will elborate on this part soon not feeling too well anyway had nice supper with the woman andd her bf wahaha.. long time din go to 85market yawnn reach there abt 11 .. eat till 12 plus reach home about 12.40 plus... we had alot food stingray , porridge , chicken wing, carrot cake, hokkien mee.. wahhahahahha superly full whoops saw some classmates there too simply too coincidence LOlx..

anyway bbye ...

bendanlicious

things are starting to change... i just find thats its weird but nvm... superly dead tired...intially intended to go out after wrk.. but too tired slpy and due to my stupid flu keep blocking my nose arghh..

after some chit chatting we conclude that the person is superly hao liann... pls dun so hao lian la.. it wont get you far...dun act like you know everything when people tell you thing pls listen .. dun wanna say more at that part le...

goshhh meeting more and more tandos hahahas.. but after all this week sales was much better hahahas...planning my weekdays stuff now.. well more indoor tanning to come yeapy!! assignments assignments assignments!!! ahh!!!! oh ya and driving basic theory date to come ... hahahahaha..... and my piano learning lessonn!! haven register...

need clear alot stuff and pay still not in die le... expenses too high this month got to control haha...i guess i know why sales for me wasnt good well haven been suay since my fake eye lash thingy is on hahaha gonna have it wash off and woohoo no more look like sleepy eyes.. hahahhaa

should i change target of hp? alot people telling me motorola not good while ilike it partially is becos of the slim and compacness and the limited gold color...but issit worth it... hmm... daddy is not in singapore for this whole week suddenly start to miss himm...

ds lite ds lite where are you... lasy to continue blog le well too many things to say but now mind slpy nt in the mood to think...so cya people again.. =D


bendanlicious

Still healing back to become a even stronger me... and i believe i can do it...lots of things has happen but importantly i am enjoying my life now... been busy this few weeks... meeting up with frens baking shopping updates sun tanning studies registered my driving and soon to register for piano working. fun fun & fun .. =D

its like 9 plus in the morning... am goin ahead with my plans for today.. goin sun tanning... and then maybe meet up fren to eat... come home and thenn have a good bathe mrt dwn to orchard to find chirst .. most prob meeting up dinner then we will take mrt dwn to bukit gombak and go over frens pub...

okies enough of saying time to get ready for my sun tanning sessionn hur hur so happy i wanna more more sun pls..... =D....
pray for good sun and nt rain pls....

will be back....

wahahahaha


bendanlicious...

last min met up with fren at pp and then to bugis shopping...lolx... after that it started raining superly heavy ... bought i watched that i saw sometime ago comparing which to get and gt a new model instead ... after that it started raining heavyly like wth right... shitty... after went back to the shopping centre walked awhile...then left about 5 plus for sch.. simply too early when i reached mrt station .. but its was raining superly heavyly no umbrella.. well waited dunnoe how long then rain gt smaller abit and i decided to try find cab but mainly book and i was goonnabe late soon... so i just walked in the rain wth.. dreched shit lohx... nvm reach there abit early....

bored lesson nth much... got two file of notes superly heavy... in class freeaking cold sleepy ... yawnn.... after lesson simply damn tired quick went home.. saw mum asked her buy dinner for me home... freaking tired...

group back to the same group of my another module for assignments ... hum...

well came home online till not long damn bored went offline and started chatting on phone with fren frm like 12 plus till 3 plus 4 plus like tt then went too zzz? haix... after all i have many consideration to do if not maybe like wad he said i just have to choice ... choose one to move on which i cannot turn back or to remain...

said alot but no point... i m tired.. really tired mind in a very confused state... i dunnoe.... i just know i keep saying i dunnoe while chatting lolx... but ... sighz.. nt to continue anymore...

after chatting did some blogging... superly tired.. gonna zzzz.... oh yea i realise my blue blacks from the previous night superly ugly man... argh must be by ee long... is damn horrible lahhh when bathing saw my behind arm part also have...

gonna leave le will be back again...


bendanlicious

well.. i am back to update my blog after a long time....
many many things happen lately both bad and good...
just wanna thanks to those who has spent lots of time with me in order to get through though...
hahahass.. been drinking alot too lately...

started my part time course over marketing institue for my diploma in sales and marketing...
hope within this 18 months i would learn more to become independent make more new friends..

next to my jobb... currently still sticking on to part time promoter... wanna buy digital camera can come find me LOlx.... so far i dun regret joining this company as they really does take care of us very well ... sales ppl like treating us as their daughters and so...

though many things happen lately i cannot blogged it all up due to limited timing...
will update soon i guess... just feeel that through all this i simply learn alot...

now i wouldnt wanna care much ... simply just enjoy my life goin out movies drinking cycling tanning swimming studying working... more and more to come... =)

afterall studies and all are still much more important...

alrights guess i am gonna end here....

goodbye....


bendanlicious...

water just keep flowing dwn from my eyes.. y? issit becos since the day i haven really cried out...
all my emotions in me is controlled... i thought i was being able to be as strong as before or even stronger.... but no it does not seem that way but i got to ... met steph at parkway for some shopping lunching and updates of stuffs... after that took a bus dwn to station to take train to bukit gombak as meetin timing to meet chirst was abt 730 at there sofrom mrt station took a cab dwn which is like 5 dollars... LOlx...... but in the end ... end up at pub drinking abt 2 over hours with patrick.... making me seh as soon as he can before he leaves early... reached there omg seems like alot of ppl... they are having pool tournament thingy so we are asked to go dwn..

suay learn a new game with 6 cups numbering from 1 to 6 then use dice throw.. if the cup is empty we can add wadeva we wan tiger beer or voddka ribena is wad we ussed... arghh patrick keep adiing tiger while me is ribena vodka... cause tiger taste superly horrible ... i can be damn suay to hit 3 cups in the row drinking tiger... pps was likeee pour more tiger lohhh.... vodka more ex.... wahhh.... hahahass... shitty taste...

well heard jj some wrdings really makes me superly sad but tried to hold on.... i simply quiet just dun feellike talking andcontinue happily with games with patrick... complicating matters... anyway...

women ended up coming 9 plus near 10 instead i suppose but no worries i understand ... she went eat dinner till super late.... before she came eelong reached....
well din entertain him much as i was already damn dwn tired..... sorry for that..

after she came we started drinking again but me nt as much le.. after patrick left we kind off slow down... am lucky some tiger beer pps and azman did help me drink and thanking eelong too...

well cab home .. chirst send me up went to room... changed eaat abit thin and zzzz too tired le...
keep feel like vomitting tried vomitting at the side before goin up on cab... before that he came over... i really dunnoe after somesot of finishing talkin when he walked away i just simply teared out i dunnoe whyy... is like non stopp i wanted to stop it but it just kept flowing . its good thats he does not see it as its superly ugly.. when chirst came back frm dunnoe where she and ee long was like tryin to cheer me up... she was trying to pull me to toilet... went and back to bar and went to pps office to rest on sofa...

i have got alot to say but i am just lost for wrds too i guess and i cannot possibly list it all out here.. who knows wad am i thinking i guess only chirst for now bahh.. ... i like the way he treats me.. though he is older then me alot but i did not think much on that point .. its abit different frm others..but at the starting point of dunnoe when ... i started hearing things which i tried telling myself its just gossips but my heart and mind was kind of confused and maybe jealous.. saying things that i knw wad the outcome would be ... though i would say i dun wan any commitment now or what but i really hope this feeling wouldnt end just like that after hearing his words i have mixturee of feeling now sad happy confused... i was at fault for not being understanding but i dunnoe... i thought that i have already know how to forget but no... its not easy....
anyway saying too much also no use... just hope he be happy.. its just complicated....

i guess for now thats all i have to sayy going back to my lalaland again...

nites or rather good morning ppl...

bendanlicious...