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laughs is not what you think off.
uploade more pics up soon.

woke up online.
rushed get ready to meet them.
liyun wanted do hair rebornding.
went telepark building issit cpf holdings wan.
the price so high.
jean yeap offer her 148 20 dollars off.
wanted to try the location her mum told her.
we wanted cab dwn no cab.
end up take bus walk over reached there she suay
fully book.
thats was our wry.
ended up cabbing back to tampinese.
went for the jean yip wan.

while me and sung were waiting we went had our lunch.
was raining so decided stay in same building.
intially wewalk pass the indian stall smell damn nice alot ppl eating.
but we eat time omg we dun like the nasi brayni.
gt indian smell like tt.
eeee.

after that went back there.
end up kbox cine cancel.
we head to ehub.
guess misunderstanding for both of them bah.
last min sung just left like tt.
me and liyun blur he say go home help his bro thing wth.
nt telling us the plan things and stuff idiot.
end up he tell ah ber meet at mrt station but me and liyun thought straight at ehub so we took bus 21.
she reach early waited for us.
well wanted to go bugis buy the sport bra thing for her as its a lame gift suggesteed byy sung and zhen.
end up no time.
we went to royal sporting house gt a tank sleeveless puma top for her.
we 3 shared.
after that we quick go dwn.
after meeting her there we went pastamania order food.
stupid cheena zhen called ask to order for him and so ma fan.
lol.
then he suddenly appeared so fast.
dang.
din finish my mood.
after eating woon came and eat too.
then we headed to kbox first.
me and liyun sneak out saying go toilet end up finding cake.
kbox no cake finish liao thats wad they say duh...
jun came when we were to walk out.
but we nt enough money so liyun went back to room to get money.
we went to prima deli.
left with one last cake duh.
bo pian we get that.
then brought it up and ask them keep.
argh the stupid person wrking there make it obvious by coming in call us...
dang! idiot la.
after that each of us take turn select a song singing.
sung came ltr part.
ended up terrence and feng din come.
left early.
11 plus with liyun and jun.
we took cab half way with her and took bus 21.
then i felt like having supper so asked him wanna eat not.
he says anything.
so i say okays then we go coffee shop and eat.
laughs.
u mian.
yummy.
chatted and stuff.
then after eating went home.
dead tired.
he was saying today wanna go buy game with sung asking whether wanna go along nt.
but i now suddenly having craving for steamboat.
omg!!
okays shall see how ltr...
lazy to continue blogging shall stop here..
having lots of craving now.
who wanna help me accomplish those food? lolx

85 market
-stingray,pork porridge,lala,carrot cake, vege.
kemb/bedok
-the herbal chicken or pork mee sua.
-their spicy kangkong.
steamboat
-tom yam & salted vege soup.
hur hur.
dessert
-bugis dessert house honeydew sago.

lasy to think for now.
byees all.

[EDITED]
the moment i reached there i felt alittle weird.
after i reached.
when i went into the house to greet my grandma and to see him upon walking towards his coffin being inside.
i cant help but to control my tears inside and while walking towards shan shan.
i just suddenly know the feeling of loosing someone close. tears just kept coming.
walked over to her din know what to say but just hug her.
if i feel this way she would have felt even worst.
walked out being strong.
sit dwn again.
tears comes and go.
trying hard to really control.
i can remember his face now with the suite he wore.
i really hope god is really bringing him to somewhere better.
my fren said.

what are the goals in my life that day.
i replied.
i wanna earn alot of money , travel around the world and start a business.
aand he said i guess ur uncle had accomplished his what about mine.

i just cant believe that all this are true.
i cant believe he have really left us.
somewhere that we would nvr meet again.

after hearing abt how she treat him.
i suddenly realise that through this we learn alot.

took a cab down to the wake at the terrace there.
big sis paid for me.

i just cant stop thinking of him.
i wan him back into how our gatherings used to be.

went to work slightly late abit 5 mins.
but the two boss there issit? they are good.
my lunch and dinner i got a treat.
but the outlet frezzing cold.
brrrr.
i thought it would be hot so i decided not to bring fuji jacket.
but is frezzing cold. really lah.
toilet there eeeee..
smelly.
total got 6 sets today.

uncles page was up on todays paper.
heard its like 600 dollars

i guess i really need a good laugh.
which i guess its hard.
well.

tml is ah ber bd.
most prob meeting liyun they all earlier b4 singing at nite.

i cant help but to keep thinking.
why a sudden heart attack destroys everything.

sis and mum saw the photos.
and mum says my fren looks chubby.
better dun say if nt ppl come find me.

i am tired.
lights off.
bbyes ppl.

dad seems strong but i know he is sad inside too.
i really wished that i could make him feel better
as seeing him so tired and this few days he is coughing badly.
hopes everything goes well for everone god.
pls.
amen.




b e n d a n l i c i o u s.

i am so tired.
wanted to go over to uncle wake after going home to change.
as last min sigh gt to wrk.
ended up after the ball dinner we took a cab dwn to feng ex gf house.
he drove his car from there send terrence home then we headed dwn to changi village around theree area.
i got bluffed by stupid sung.
which i know he couldnt be alone.
dang
he was with zhen and both idiots so obvious u two were trying to hide lahs.!!
dinner was abit weird.
its so funny we could talk so much on sms but each time we meet nth much to say.
so yesterday terrence cab over my house here to pick me to marriot hotel.
damn weird feeling there seeing diff gerhs and diff guys which i dun know.
we met up with feng and his ex.
hahaha.
took some photos which each couple would have a chance.
lolx.
thats funny.
as its not real.
but nvm who cares.
its free anyway.
ahh!!!..
my makeup makes me look so fat.
diao like one old lady with one young guy.
dang.
=x
okays after long.
we went for drawing of pics
and painting for our hands on me and feng ex hand hahahas.
mine was a butterfly.
whoos

after all the stuff the dinner thing started late.
went in we swop tables.
lolx.
so we sitting with them instead.
hee hee..
had many interesting shows.
the guy really eat the fire.
omg.
its so...
dang.
okays had alot of food.
skip a few.
diao... they ask me to take part the best dress things with other gerhs..
nono..!
i dun wan hahahasss....
okays well as usual funny things always happen.
after finding them. in the dress that i wore.
we went to slack.
and a good wan
when i gt home i unpin my hair i realise they use 12 clips.
good one.
lol
ps i actually wind up sung hand on the window screen.
who ask u disturb and i din know rite.

while slacking was trying send songs over but ended up failed.
feng was trying to pronouce the wrding thing on my phone.
but its wrong wrong wrong la.

anyway whats the point in knowing too.
i guess one day i will throw those things away to make me to really forget once and for all.
i am just wondering y issit always me being silly.
staying on believing that everything will be alrite.
not being able to fully move on.
fall back on the slightest small little thing.

i guess being like this for now like this is good.
=D
i am still so slpy.
i am tired.
hope tonite i will be able to make it.
photos photos to be uploaded up.
hahahas.

after slacking first half went my house 7 eleven here buy snacks hoho.
then they send me home they continue slacking dunnoe where.
lolx..
power.
k la gtg.
buai...

wo yao kuai le - zhang hui mei.
keep listening to this song these few days.

b e n d a n l i c i o u s.

was so shocked to hear from my second sis.
saying my uncle passed away.
its just so sudden.
she was telling me the recent meet up with them he was alrite.
but becos of a heart attack.
i really hope god will bring him through a safe journey.
though it will be hard for my auntie and cousins.

the family who used to be the closest to us.
my uncle who used to send me and my cousins for certain events.
the one who taught us to be more respecful to elders and so.
the one who tells me to study hard as its very important.
after hearing this from my sis in the middle nite after i was awake to go toilet.
i just couldnt go back to slp.
my eyes was wide open.

its just too fast.
i cant accept that hes really gone.
feeling sad now but to their family members can you imagine how sad they would even be.
recently heard things not going smoothly for them.
i hope this would end all.
enough god i pray that you will really help them.
amen.

dad went to the hospital at abt 2 plus.
to see his body.
talking abt it.
its really sad.

i just cant slp till morning dunnoe what time.
i am tired but i just dunnoe y suddenly my eyes is wide open and start to think abt the past of my uncle and his family members.

its like last nite went to sims drive area.
i still remembered he had a office there.
its so sudden la.

well.
yesterday morning went to see doc.
wanted to see poly clinic to buy a medicine.
the person told me come back at 130.
after i came back saw a sign note due to too many ppl for the day min waiting hr is at least 3 hr dang.
end up go find walk here and there find other clinic.
worst all close for lunch 2 then open.
so head over to last time sis shop there waited till 2.
second wan to take no but dang.
damn ex la.
30 dollars for the stupid medicine.
one medicine only as to delay menses.
dang!!
die die also need doc prescription tt y.

okay after that met with sung fren as well.
then head over orchard.
initially was to meet up a fren to see.
end up all walk together to find .
damn funny la.
okays dun really like his frenn!! argh omg wan.
nvm.

okays slack over starbucks drink coffee while waiting after that go here and there
we walk from lido to wisman then to taka then back to wisma then to taka again and back to wisma. =x
good exercise =x
bought the gown dress le.
well a fren paid for bth the dress and shoe.
feel so bad.
the dress was like 138 plus .
shoes was 66 dollars.
hahahas.
omg.

anyways the lady whos gonna do my hair and makeup will be coming over at 3.15.
okays at least i think this i will pay myself.
dun wanna bomb him anymore.
lol.
88 dollars for make up hairstyling and eyebrow trimming.

not much of mood now.

ya and after buyin dress and shoe we went over to aljunied meet liyun and sung .
buy thing then we went geylang had the porridge.
ate abit as b4 tt had something light at orchard before we head dwn.
took mrt home.

i am so slpy.
real slpy but i cant zzz.

exams are coming soon i am really dead meat.

been wrking from bukit panjang rdshow to sembawang most prob next week is east side le.

most prob mon nite goin kbox - fren birthday.
tues - sch.
wed- wrk.
thurs - wrk.
fri - sch.
sat - wrk.
sun - wrk.

lasy to blog abt recent show stuffs maybe soon.
okays.
nth much to update for now.

hope he really moves on to a better place.
=)
bless him and his family.

bendanlicious.

its like 2.25 am in the morning now.
tired.
yar...
been home late this few days daddy making noise again.
no wrk today initial paln was sch.
end up after waking called jun to confirm whether goin his house do tarts not.
end up met jun and sung at bedok eat first.
as usual.
they say will reach earlier then me end up late alot.
dang.
going broke le.
yesterday k was 41 each.
cab fare was 10 +++ cant remb nt cheap as midnite.
gave sung today 20 first.
after that we went see kiwi.
buy and meet woon at bustop.
waited for him long after that we go jun house before tt on the way he went to his dad shop to get the ingrediant stuff.
me and sung stand outside corner chit chatting.
end up there i din help much with tart.
read my textbook trying to understand the terms to answer my project.
end up sung explain to me making me blur and confused.
then he rushed for his driving lesson.
after that was chitting chatting with jun youngest sis.
abt her studies thing and stuff.
jun and woon does the tart thing in the kitchen while i slack.
after that later part zhen and feng came.
lucky zhen know alot more explain to me.
have a better understanding.
but question 2 still blurr...
i am super slpy.
gonna bathe and zzz soon tml morning got to wake early again.
ahhh!
had chicken rice for dinner.
after that abt like 10 plus had steamboat.
lolx.
weird.
end up me feng zhen and liyun.
but she din eat much then left for home.
as she got to reach home by 12.
the funny thing is we go roxy steamboat close.
we go mac close.
at last we go the coffeeshop.
hahahas.
there the steamboat like looks the other wan.
we tried eating fast end up she took cab home.
after we eat finish went over 7 eleven.
this time round they gt snapple.
end up got 2 bottles of grape wan
then they came slack over my house area dwnstairs again tryin to help me more with my proj but then dang.
still as blur cant absorb worst thing no pen pencil with me.
sigh.
brain dead.
my pimple become swollen!!
MUST BE BECOS OF THE TOM YAM SOUP LA..!!!!
ah!!!
well anyway heard from her that making me wth to it.
faints. nvm
suddenly dunnoe why all comes at the same time.
making me duh.
okays nvm.
another thing to consider.

i am wondering.

nth
byes.

with loves
b e n d a n l i c i o u s

more than imagination.everything we wad was no longer there.trying to walk away.

i wanna avoid seeing them sounds lame but enough.
i dun give them hope and then hurt them which is worst.
i wanna end this all.
stop sending those rubbish sms.
i dun wan anything to change for now to you guys.
just let it be.
stay as frens thats more then enough.
i am getting irritated and pissed.
i am tired.
real tired.

yesterday wrk bpp roadshow.
after that at nite took a bus dwn to cineleisure.
meet zhen and en at bustop.
went to k box meet the rest up.
sung feng jun li yun woon terrence.

all wear till so formal man...
wth.
hmm.
only me wearing work shirt and shorts and slipper.

my singing getting from bad to worst.
shitty.
need to brush up on my chi.
had kbox buffet started at 12 to 3.
dead.
recently been back home late daddy doesnt like it.
gonna cut dwn.
u will be suprise to see the amount of food they take and order.
hahas.
nice ripple ice cream.
ate half way and jun took over.
dang.
ate not much abit off this and that.
and the starwaberry rainbow thing drink nice.
i wanted ice water but they dun hav dang!!!.

now wake up with a super spinning headach.
slept at 4 plus.
felt like vomiting must be the driver fault when on the way home.
maybe his skill just knnt make it felt like vomiting since i was back.

oh ya and wrk.
well.
okay bah not that bad managed to sell 7 cameras yesterday.
keep eating la.
morning had pork porridge and ice milo.
lunch had ba chor mee kway teow soup and lime juice.
evening dinner and the chicken mee sua thing with green apple red tea.
went there drinking honey lemon. lols.

letting me remb makes me laugh.
gave zhen fuji film - those film for camera.
haaass.
but cannot be used.
special 21st bd present rite.
you wan fuji the film mah =x.
LALALS.
funny lah.

okays crap.
most prob ltr goin jun house baking.
dunnoe should i.
super slpy.
headachvomiting symptoms all back.
butt still pain worst.
cries.
well previous nite intially wanting to slp early end up in room toking to second sis.
talk alot.
watered my eyes once again.
but nono.
i am gonna be strong and not drop any tear anymore.
easier said then done.
sigh.

projects to be done first.
byes,

with love,

b e n d a n l i c i o u s.

woke up having bodyach.
i think its the cycling sit that is uncomfy.
my butt hurts.
laughs.
online.
chit chats.
i will try to find something link to it to give you.
lols.
parents bought lunch home.
ate after sometime went back zzzz after taking my flu medicine.
super tired.

today end up no meet them for group proj.
they say maybe next week.
but i cant.
wrking.

intended to stay home today so that tml i would be alive.
hopefully.
haas.
gonna wake super early for rdshow at far far place.
at nite hope i could leave by 910 like tt or earlier if possible.
end up most prob i goin there myself meet them as something happened.
wake up not long but still feeling sleepy.

maybe gonna stay home try do some individual project tonite.
by next week got to submit.
shitty.

love was a feeling about you i cant describe.

okays byes.


b e n d a n l i c i o u s.

woke up.
received jun call.
went online.
saw those offline msges.
dang.
met them up at bedok interchange.
lOLX
end up woon bein the first to reach.
initial plan is to meet 330.
but 2 plus i msg sung i will be late.
so end up all 3 of us late.
but woon on time.
wahahaha.
but i managed to reach the time i said 345.
lolx bought that funny socks thing out for jun.
he was wanting to roller blade.
bought bubble tea then draw money went mac.
finally sung reached.
we waited for bus 196 like super long la.

heard abt it.
well.
must be a scary wan.

reached there we went for the one plus one hr bike wan.
damn tiring la.
we ended earlier.
gave up.
bought sportade bluberry looks icy cold hahaa.
bought that potatoe thing and eat cant finish.
haha.

after all went mac wash up abit.
then went over to parkway.
intially we was thinking eat wad.
ajisen , fish & co , steamboat , fast food and etc..
end up.
dunnoe why last min all went cold storage.
buy chicken and stuff headed to jun house cooking.
hahas.
balance ingrediant they went to his dad shop take so we wont carry alot stuff.
hass.
good one.
went there i was super dead tired.
well usual me.
went over to the sofa area hear music and zz.
and them doing the cutting of potatoes chicken mincing and stuff ingrediant hahahas.
after i wake jun sis funny asking me how come they doing i slping.
so i replied orh...
i very sleepy mah.
laughs.
stunt.
after that got wake up by the noise of them went wash up abit and help them abit hahahs.
tired to eleborate.
time for bathing and most prob zzzzz.
dead slpy.

i cant help but to still think of him.
though my days are pack with activities but he still come across my mind.
damn.
i just couldnt adapt to the change for long and not being able to tell myself not to look back but front.
there are so many other things and ppl out there but.
well.

after they washed up dishes we left jun house they walk till my house dwnstairs and then sung and woon took cab hm .
anyway thats for all.
updates on pic soon.
super dead tired la.

byes.
nites.

/looking back wont bring me any further/

b e n d a n l i c i o u s.

tired.
plans for later on.
-schling.
-movies.

tears just started to drop when it was a nite.
i dunnoe why.
i dun seem to be as strong as i thought afterall.

more than imagination.
you held my hands and walk me out of there
but you push me back without a word.


b e n d a n l i c i o u s.

4obia.
omg.
scary lah.
4 stories.
3rd wan most lame.
hahas
damn funny throughout the show...
after the show wanna felt like vomiting.
lolx.
couldnt continue to eat the pop corn.
haha.
keep drinking instead.
haas.
went sch left early off to meet jun at kemb mrt then we headed dwn to pasir ris to meet zhen eat.
he drive us to ehub at dwntown.
then end up me and zhen eat pastamania.
after that we went up buy our movie tickets.
and through our free time period we went to the arcade play game.
laughs.
nice wan and funny keep beating and swinging. ehs.
hahas.

after the show zhen they all meet sung woon and feng then went my house area dwnstairs slack awhile.
before that went to buy strawberry milk from 7 eleven.
dunnoe is gt problem or wad.
few of us stomach dang!!.

super duper heavy rain came.
dang.
end up wait rain stop.
slack till 3 cannt tahan sleepy.
headed home.
keep remebering the show things omgggg..
they eye balls...
eeee.
those blood that gush out..

nites all.

b e n d a n l i c i o u s.

its 1.37AM now.
am super sleepy since just now.
but been busy slacking this few days.
haas.
okays from mon till now some little updates.
mon - slack at home sick.
at nite steamboat and ate some chu zhao with family.
suppose to be two big sis bd dinner.
but big sis lasy travel to town restaurant.
so we had something simple then.
headed home.

tues - received sung msg.
last min quick get ready go out met him and vic.
whoos.
we had sakae the on the spot cook thing wan at century for lunch.
he he.
then last min decision heade to vic home.
helped me trim abit my hair and frindge.
hur hur.
then last min again booked chai chee cc singing we went there.
we went late.
so 4 of us go for the student pricing thing.
hahaha
we reached there at 3 plus.
and i left at 5 plus near 6 for sch.
cab dwn.
faints ex cab fare.
17 plus.
end up few ppl there le.
hahas.
thought i will be the earliest as class starts at 7.
my presentation was a total.
sigh no wrds to say.
well.
might fail.
dunnoe what the hell i talking too.
after sch gt a lift to the mrt station with another classmates.
went home.
din feel like going anywhere.
dead tired.

and finally today met adel up.
went tanning after 1 mth i think.
whooo.
sun wasnt sttrong but lucky still got abit and swimming.
and we use the sauna too.
hahahas.
went to parkway area eat.
bought two shorts from cotton on.
did express pedicure.
hahahas.
hum.
after all went home.
had dinner mum bought for me.
and then last min decision again to meet them up at bedok.
slacked and ate dessert.
argh stupid zhen and jun they all bluff me reach liao.
end up i reached first and plus another fren i nvr see b4 and sung.
he is the last.
well.
after eat we went the park there slacked.
and sung god sis came to find us.
chit chats.

lots more.
and more to come

movies,singing,shopping,working,studying,tanning.

maybe having small talks like this is good but for now i dun wish to go further then that to all my frens.
i hope you guys understand.

i have stepped out and being able to cope well now.
i am afraid of accepting again.
i have alot to think.

i am tired.
nites all.

its time to forget and let go.
hard but times makes it all possible.

and ya dad know i failed my modules le haas.
must be mum told him.
while watching tv he was asking so i register my sup papers already i said no.
he was like so you waiting till when or intending to give up like ur ite half way give up issit.
lolx
silence.


b e n d a n l i c i o u s.

thank god for the good weather yesterday.
but end up not much mood to fly kite.
so we headed to city hall to catch a movie instead.
hahas.
watched the wall e robot cartoon.
dunnoe its because i was tired i watched the show felt like slping.
or is the show abit boring.
had yoshinoya for lunch.
bought starwberry milk from 7 eleven to drink.
yummy.
hahahas.
after show we slack went over to disturb nini at wrk.
haas.
she trieed the powder stuff thing for me to see which color matches me.
can the funny mascara thing.
dang.
LOLX.
after slacking we headed over for steamboat.
walked with them over. almost lost anyhow walk.
lolx.
wanted to eat the nice wan ended up we went another not bad but cheaper cause the other wan have to wait no sit.
whileeating.
sung started his funny questions again.
so we went round and round each of us must ask questions about our group ppl again.
lolx.
after steamboat met up with nini at the dessert house.
yummy.
had honeydew sago.
after eating we headed home.
tired.
chatted with fren awhile.
tried to slp.
turned here and there still cant zz.
listen to my mp3 song till 5.
still cant zz.
wake up like 9 plus in the morning.
dang simply hate this.
just dun understand feeling so slpy but cant zzzz.!!
pray that wed sun will be super strong.

woke early morning keep visiting the toilet.
pain.
really kana wad he said.
faints..

its jusst useless to keep it there knowing that it will no longer be the same.
shall end here.
bye.

b e n d a n l i c i o u s.

And when you mean it, I'll believe it.
If you text it, I'll delete it.
Oh i'm not coming back, you're taking 7 steps here.

got a new song nice.
hear a few more times and i am sure you guys will like it.
=D



been slping late lately waking early.
just cant slp .
head still spinning like yesterdday.
not much improvement.
god i pray that it doesnt rain.

amen.

b e n d a n l i c i o u s.

omg my mood is so much better now but still with the headachs.
sigh.
went over to kain shop at 3 plus.
he showed me few phones and the two i most wanted intially.
motorola.
omg.
v8 and the motor razer d&g wan.
he say 248.
omg omg.
so tempting.
but well gt w960 instead.
though starting have to get use to it.
transfering stuff slower.
but still not tt bad.
the design is nice.
he say i gt weird taste.
-.-
slaps.
din get lg pink as no stock as well.
saw alot phone there.
he keep telling me take my time to decide.
saw p1 - ugly.
hahahas
i900 omnia. - heavy
g900 - functions seems better but i prefer 960 look without joystick.
=x
d & g - save money better.
hahahas. i wan but i dun wan get both phone for now.
lg viewty - black silver hmm. rather see the pink but no stock.
laughs.
htc touch - dun wan get back last time pphone i use b4.
my eye seriously wanna close dunnow why.
just felt like vomitting too.
sigh.
my head freagging pain.
i wan cry.
maybe due to not being able to slp well last nite.
ya.
anyway trade off my phone at 2 plus still top 3 plus. shit.
but nvm la. reminds me of what ade will always say.
spend money sad but you buy the thing you happy rite?
hahaha
happy can liao.
=D.
waiting for mum to buy for me food eat.
lasy to move around.
after buying phone came home. no mood to go anywhere.
now slacking watching tv.
chit chatting.
surf net and hear music.

i remembered i have left something undone yet.
stupid me.
well.

shall end her for now .
need to work for up coming two rdshow le bahs.
need earn back those money i spent if not die.
LOLX!!
=D

byes.

its pain but i guess to me its more of numb le ba.
i dun wanna believe anymore.
so stop hurting me.
if this is what you wanted.
now you see it.

b e n d a n l i c i o u s

just feel so useless.
i thought i wouldnt feel this way but things are not goin on smoothly for me recently.
is this god ur plan for me?
well if it is.
no matter what it takes to be i will be strong.
i wanna prove them all wrong this time round well.
went for the interview sigh.
sad but i guess i need to be fully prepared b4 i go.
went to hongkong cafe after that ate.
not much apetite. had the black pepper chicken rice thing and milk tea.
went to funan awhile and then took train and bus home.
reach door step receive kelvin call.
thought wanna sleep.
end up.
going in home rush changed and take my books and stuff out to meet them.
went to far east drinking eat abit snack chat awhile.
end up follow him go do his rounds at harvey norman.
hahas.
went to square2 harvey and central.
he went to do his stuff after we left for fareast thing the imaging side thing bah.
then i slack then chit chat with central staff.
they say ver quiet nt much sales.
then we all was like chatting abt ds stuff and so.
just dun feel rite today well nvm.
after that went sch early today.
met williamat thelibrary tried doing some read up.
but no use like tt.
went for test paper and left after that.
dun feel like staying after paper.
called adel wanna meet up dinner.
end up calling sung and jun too.
hahahas.
last min cant decide where to go end up we go parkway.
then we decide damn long wad to eat then went in ajisen like 5min b4 their closing timing.
gtlast order starting dun like the lady service so dots but nvm.
ate the dunnoe call wad vocalno.
super spicy wan but taste alrtie to me.
hahaha.
yum yum.
sung ate tt too.
funny.
we made jun drank the chilli soup.
wahahah.
=x
as we walked passed the bustop fruits stall to pp.
funny funny things happen over the conversation makes us LOL!.
yesterday last min met ade up too as she msges me last min asking wher am i?
LOLS
was at pp.
buying stuff with steph.
and quickly went down bedok meet her.
we two ended up goin 85 market eat hahas.
we two order carrot cake -3 dollars
two bowl pork porridge - 6 dollars
dunnoe what vegetable is called - 6 dollars
2 cups of sugancane lemon drink.
hahas.
damn full.

well today wasnt in good mood.
since things started happening it hasnt improved at all.
no stories would start for now this is what i wanna say to everyone.
i wanna focus onto my career which i really dream for hope i could fufill it soon.
though its a sad day but having them overall to make me laugh more is enough.
after dinner we walked to the playground sit dwn slack chat.
i guess afterall this is good for now.
all i can remeber was my previous me was keep drinking and drinking but for noww time to slow dwn.
and thanks to leon well his msg really made me smile seeing what he has typed.
hahaas.

ahhh kain making me crasy over a pink phone soon.
well
g900 viewty pink and w960 price abt there bah.
hopefully tml i will have time go down to try and most prob buy it.
will update some pics up soon.
after slacking we went to 7 eleven.
haas.
sung treat =x he like said something wrong then kana.
hahaha.
we walked over to bustop wanting take last bus.
damn funny lah.
ade and sung took bus bedok.
me and jun wait for ours.
suddenly i said we still gt bus not ah.
we go see end up the timing like more then tt so we thought all left le.
end up we walked.
walked quite a distance we thought we saw 15 but no it was 16.
so we walked somemore but then this time round drizzle.
further up we really saw 15 should be last bus.
whao we lucky walk back the long distance to bustop.
and now here blogging away slacking.

i hope gods plan for me which really leads me to what i wished for.
but i wont doubt.
as i believe in him.
it might take a long run but its worth the wait.
i suddenly remembered.
i promised to do something once i changed my new phone.
sigh.
i have to take this step to do it and not turn back anymore bah.

although i know i cant but i must!!!.
anyway gonna end her ppl.
nites.
stomach.
shit.

bendanlicious.

will be back for some updates soon.
super dead today.
after long managed to find a formal top.
finally.
dead tired.
lasy to update abt comex show.
it wasnt as great as i thought.
well.
eyeing on w960.
waiting for kein to quote me a good price and most prob get it change by sat.
sun will be having flying kite session with them.
lOLX.
well.
adeL.
they say do sandWiches...!!
eh.
i think we play cheat dun tell them better =X.
went for sakae dunnoe wad thing called .
for dinner with chirst.
yummmyyummmy.!!!
ex but worth bahs.
hahahas.
came home.
slacked awhile and 12 plus they suddenly came my house area.
so went out awhile.
lolx.
omg.
back home now.
damn funny lahs.
imagine them drinking strawberry milk where they say guys will also like to drink.
wth.
bought HL strawberry milk and master trade with fren for dutch lady.
=x
bought pocky as well strawberry too.
yummy.
tok craps dwnstairs.
haha.
end here lasy continue.
god pls help me through the main 3 interview to it.
i hope i wish i pray i worry.
thanks.

afterall i guess i still could adapt being in this way like now.
i really hope not to just stay here but moving around is good so that i wont think much being here facing all this.
i wanna learn to be more independant.
i wanna explore the world so god pls i pray in jesus name.
amen.

i am trying all ways to forget as i promised to do so.
though its hard.
its been 1 mth?
since i said.
but i haven done so.
i dun wanna hurt anyone so this might be a good way staying like now.

i missed i loved i tried

bendanlicious.