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the moment i reached there i felt alittle weird.
after i reached.
when i went into the house to greet my grandma and to see him upon walking towards his coffin being inside.
i cant help but to control my tears inside and while walking towards shan shan.
i just suddenly know the feeling of loosing someone close. tears just kept coming.
walked over to her din know what to say but just hug her.
if i feel this way she would have felt even worst.
walked out being strong.
sit dwn again.
tears comes and go.
trying hard to really control.
i can remember his face now with the suite he wore.
i really hope god is really bringing him to somewhere better.
my fren said.

what are the goals in my life that day.
i replied.
i wanna earn alot of money , travel around the world and start a business.
aand he said i guess ur uncle had accomplished his what about mine.

i just cant believe that all this are true.
i cant believe he have really left us.
somewhere that we would nvr meet again.

after hearing abt how she treat him.
i suddenly realise that through this we learn alot.

took a cab down to the wake at the terrace there.
big sis paid for me.

i just cant stop thinking of him.
i wan him back into how our gatherings used to be.

went to work slightly late abit 5 mins.
but the two boss there issit? they are good.
my lunch and dinner i got a treat.
but the outlet frezzing cold.
brrrr.
i thought it would be hot so i decided not to bring fuji jacket.
but is frezzing cold. really lah.
toilet there eeeee..
smelly.
total got 6 sets today.

uncles page was up on todays paper.
heard its like 600 dollars

i guess i really need a good laugh.
which i guess its hard.
well.

tml is ah ber bd.
most prob meeting liyun they all earlier b4 singing at nite.

i cant help but to keep thinking.
why a sudden heart attack destroys everything.

sis and mum saw the photos.
and mum says my fren looks chubby.
better dun say if nt ppl come find me.

i am tired.
lights off.
bbyes ppl.

dad seems strong but i know he is sad inside too.
i really wished that i could make him feel better
as seeing him so tired and this few days he is coughing badly.
hopes everything goes well for everone god.
pls.
amen.




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i am so tired.
wanted to go over to uncle wake after going home to change.
as last min sigh gt to wrk.
ended up after the ball dinner we took a cab dwn to feng ex gf house.
he drove his car from there send terrence home then we headed dwn to changi village around theree area.
i got bluffed by stupid sung.
which i know he couldnt be alone.
dang
he was with zhen and both idiots so obvious u two were trying to hide lahs.!!
dinner was abit weird.
its so funny we could talk so much on sms but each time we meet nth much to say.
so yesterday terrence cab over my house here to pick me to marriot hotel.
damn weird feeling there seeing diff gerhs and diff guys which i dun know.
we met up with feng and his ex.
hahaha.
took some photos which each couple would have a chance.
lolx.
thats funny.
as its not real.
but nvm who cares.
its free anyway.
ahh!!!..
my makeup makes me look so fat.
diao like one old lady with one young guy.
dang.
=x
okays after long.
we went for drawing of pics
and painting for our hands on me and feng ex hand hahahas.
mine was a butterfly.
whoos

after all the stuff the dinner thing started late.
went in we swop tables.
lolx.
so we sitting with them instead.
hee hee..
had many interesting shows.
the guy really eat the fire.
omg.
its so...
dang.
okays had alot of food.
skip a few.
diao... they ask me to take part the best dress things with other gerhs..
nono..!
i dun wan hahahasss....
okays well as usual funny things always happen.
after finding them. in the dress that i wore.
we went to slack.
and a good wan
when i gt home i unpin my hair i realise they use 12 clips.
good one.
lol
ps i actually wind up sung hand on the window screen.
who ask u disturb and i din know rite.

while slacking was trying send songs over but ended up failed.
feng was trying to pronouce the wrding thing on my phone.
but its wrong wrong wrong la.

anyway whats the point in knowing too.
i guess one day i will throw those things away to make me to really forget once and for all.
i am just wondering y issit always me being silly.
staying on believing that everything will be alrite.
not being able to fully move on.
fall back on the slightest small little thing.

i guess being like this for now like this is good.
=D
i am still so slpy.
i am tired.
hope tonite i will be able to make it.
photos photos to be uploaded up.
hahahas.

after slacking first half went my house 7 eleven here buy snacks hoho.
then they send me home they continue slacking dunnoe where.
lolx..
power.
k la gtg.
buai...

wo yao kuai le - zhang hui mei.
keep listening to this song these few days.

b e n d a n l i c i o u s.